SARA MARINO, thank you.
& i'll be putting more effort
into quitting.
you're wonderful.
[<3]

I'm sick of summer.
I'm truly done with people who call themselves
your friend, yet don't know how to be one.
I'm so ready to puke my insides out.
I didn't sleep at all last night,
& Cody is sitting on my floor drawing
the same picture from 8 hours ago.
It's assuring to know that none of you care.
Fuck you guys, i'm gonna move out of state.
[<3]

ew. my nose randomly poured gallons of blood last night.
& tonight it decided to too.
i don't know why.
oh & by the way,
i haven't dated anyone since like february.
what the fuck.
i'm sick of this hooking up thing,
i can't do it anymore.
i've fucking given up.
it just isnt worth the rejection, drama, or heartbreak anymore.
anyone with me?
[<3]

Cody, i am fine i swear on everything i have. I have stopped everything. It just needed to end. So, who is going to talk to my mom & when & why? Oh, & i am not just saying i stopped all that stupid shit, i did fo reals. ew call me when you read this, you're scaring me. I love & miss you & we should see each other & do gay stuff like old times. You' ( Read more... )

So, im really fucking sick.
a nine year old thinks he is going out with me,
& im dying my hair all blonde tomorrow.
eh.
[♥]

I'VE GOT A NEW CRUSH!!!
ew.
this feels kinda weird.
How to make a lipsofdeceitx
Ingredients:

1 part success

3 parts courage

5 parts joy
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little sadness if desired!

Personality cocktail
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That party was weird.
that whole night was weird.
inhaling air freshner made me sick.
i donot recommend it.
i forgot how good smoking weed was.
ew i saw Oliver&Derek&Brandon
& a lot more.
i just dont fucking remember.
i'm a cigarette feine,
& a walking mess.
life gives me mixed emotions.
damnit.
& i really miss David.
he had better call me.
[♥]

hi.
it's way too early to be awake.
ashley is coming over shortly,
we are going to pawn jewelry for money.
how fucking cool are we.
i know i know.
I miss that feeling,
that can't eat, can't sleep
reach for the stars,
over the fence;
world series kinda shit.
ew.
[<3]

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Uhm.
i got ditched by my best friend,
for a psychotic 33 year old,
& a horny crack head.
WHAT THE FUCK.
i made friends with David's
sisters,
& his nine year old brother
likes me.
WHAT THE FUCK ONCE AGAIN.
i cannot believe i had such a shitty night.
[♥]
cheeeeeeeeeeeeers.