Jul 17, 2006 13:22
...wow. i'm still kind of in shock.
in a good way. i think.
i'm not sure this was supposed to happen, not sure if it'll be good or bad for us (individual or as an 'us'...dio mio i can say 'us' now can't i?) in the long run. but i don't really care.
because waking up this morning next to him was amazing and perfect. more perfect than i ever would've thought possible. i didn't want to move, didn't want to dispell any magic from that moment. (of course i had to or else i wouldn't have been able to see a damned thing, but whatever.)
i can honestly say i'm happy. and i think i will be for a while. which is a good, good thing.
nix