i figure its been about 15 hours of being awake now... im already tired... and i have to make it at least a full 24 before i can get any sleep... but if i wanna try to fix my sleeping schedule i probably have to make it til about 9 oclock pm, or roughly 29

oof.

feeding time is over.

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im going to fail out of this school.

i have yet to get a decent grade on anything for any of my classes.

it has become abundantly clear over the course of the first year and a half of college that i cannot write.

i am a fool for thinking i could somehow make this all work.

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once again without fucking internet ( Read more... )

to summarize

-girlfriend
-not rehired (or officially hired, whatever) at WERS... no more radioshow
-more work than i can possibly handle for all my classes
-ex girlfriend possibly deciding to have a kid at 19..... moron.
-red sox slowly plotting to kill me. or have me kill myself...

currently i have no internet. im using dougs computer for this because somehow my roommate has internet, and i dont.. the whole situation pretty much blows. if you need to get ahold of me im sure you know the cell number.

"I was half in love with her by the time we sat down. That's the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty, even if they're not much to look at, or even if they're sort of stupid, you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are. Girls. Jesus Christ."

- J.D. Salinger

madness
fear
and loathing