Comments | lionblade: I'm terrified of these four walls, these iron bars can't hold my soul in.

lionblade

I'm terrified of these four walls, these iron bars can't hold my soul in.

Nov 05, 2011 23:39

Again, it's been a while since I've posted. School has been running me ragged, and I've just had no motivation to do any personal writing. Tonight, I feel compelled to ( Read more... )

college, sadness, staten island, regret, writing, aimee

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lionblade November 7 2011, 00:13:54 UTC

It's true, I'm even going to come out of grad school with no debt. I suppose I'm thankful for that, but...I wanted to do this my way. I don't believe life-altering decisions should be made for people once they get to college, but there's nothing to do about it now, for me. Maybe I should have transferred after two years in undergrad.

Or maybe I should have gone to San Diego this year for grad school. Or maybe I should have taken the year off to think. I honestly don't like New York enough to stay forever, but there is one reason I'm glad I'm here: Aimee. Without her, I don't think I could get through this.

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lionblade November 7 2011, 20:29:19 UTC

Well, not necessarily. NY can be a "forever" place, if one is so inclined. I won't write the place off just because it isn't for me.

Writing will probably always be in my future, in some way, shape or form. I'm not worried about losing inspiration, only time.