How did I cope back then?

May 02, 2007 18:43

When I was a teenager, life felt impossible. I was struggling to gain weight in order to avoid a feeding tube. Doug was beating up my mom emotionally every single day and I couldn't escape it. I had Winston, my friends, music and my live journal. I am panicking and I can't relax. I've lost against the state again and I'm afraid of what is ( Read more... )

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whtmtnwmn May 3 2007, 11:40:26 UTC
Oh, hon... {{{{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

So sorry that life is serving you a sh*t sandwich. I hope someone on the state level wakes up and allows you to find the assistance your looking for.

Hang in there...and take care...

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linzeyz May 4 2007, 19:40:13 UTC
Thanks so much dear. Sigh. I'm thinking about simply moving into a long term care facility. Winston and I could be an hour closer to work then, but it would be a huge change. He wouldn't have a yard or lab siblings to play with. So much to figure out! It just makes my head hurt. ahh!!!

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whtmtnwmn May 5 2007, 12:22:48 UTC
Wow. I hope you win the lottery, or some other wonderful thing occurs to make your life as awesome as it should be!
=D

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linzeyz May 5 2007, 13:02:17 UTC
haha, maybe i'll just move to canada!

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therachel May 3 2007, 16:37:26 UTC
I was thinking of you yesterday, and silently cursing the force that keeps me in Chicago and you too far away from Chicago.
I can't say that I understand, but that I care, and I am praying for you and sending you the biggest bucket of love good-thoughts that I can.

((((((((((((hug)))))))))))))

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linzeyz May 4 2007, 19:40:46 UTC
pleaseee just pray that i figure out what to do!! IM LOST.

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ibekimbo May 5 2007, 04:48:02 UTC
I love you Miss Z.
I pray to God to let your life be well,and for you to have peace.
::::::hugs:::::::

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