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THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998


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...I hurt him...

...and now I have hurt myself...

I don't want to exist anymore

OMG!! Yesterday was the best day ever!! ((besides the Renaissance FAire with Raina <3)) It all started right after 9th period Dramatics. I had walked out of the room after practicing my panomime project with Kerriann, Katherine C., and Vanessa and after watching a few clip of Monty Python and the Holy Grail. I made my way down to my locker so I ( Read more... )

Sigh...I'm having one of those days. Do you ever have one of those days? I bet you do, and it sucks, big time. Do you ever have one of those days where you look in the mirror and wish that you had a brick so you could smash your reflection into a million pieces? Do you ever have one of those days where you KNOW you have friends, but know that none ( Read more... )

Hey everyone! Just updating to tell you that I will be away for a week and will miss you all. I will be out in Southold with my family. Family vacations stink 'cause the bitchiness level of eveyone ((including myself)) increases by 1000! My mom gets so uptight, my dad gets extra, Extra, EXTRA ANNOYING, and my sister cries ever other second if she ( Read more... )

Hey! Long time no update...yeah, camp is over. I had a good time at camp this year, sigh...

I MISS RYAN!!!!!!!!

He made me feel so special and I miss him so freaking much. I sent him a letter yesterday...I hope he gets it. Sigh...at least I have good memories with him. I remember when I made out with him in the rain...that was so amazing. One of my ( Read more... )

Hey everyone...just read some of my friends ljs and I am very sad :( Poor Raina, she is stuck bwteen her bf JT and this guy Felix. She met this rocker ((Felix)) at Long Beach and fell madly in <3 with him...and I think she loves him more than JT. But she doesn't want to break poor JT's heart so now she is stuck. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! I will always < ( Read more... )

Hey!!!!!! I am here back from spending timw with my bff Raina, yaye! I went to her house at 4ish yesterday. She tried to teach me how to play FX3, which is this snowboardy thinger. During this she talked to Felix and Doogie whilst I listened to TBS! Raina made fun of Taking Back Sunday :( Oh well...We watched Invader Zim!!!!! Laughed out friggin ( Read more... )

Amazing day! Woke up at 10 and did shit...Jen called me at 10:45 saying that she would pick me up in 15 MINUTES!!! AHHH!!!! I raced to get my clothes on and raced out the door as soon as she got there. Jen's aunt drove us and her cousin to see...HARRY POTTER AND THE PRISIONER OF AZKABAN!! WHOOOO!!!! After, we went back to Jen house where we fooled ( Read more... )