Maybe I'm expecting too much?

[linear_flower]

I actually had another post lined up for today, but then I realized what today is.

Today marks a month since my attack, and I feel the third of every month (at least for now) will bring it back up like this.

But I hoped that, by now, it would have all but escaped from my mind. Was that too much to ask, for me to not still hear noises that aren't

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[wilbury]

you are NOT a baby. a month really isn't a long time. give yourself a break. :(

[goneplatinum]

Honey, it's perfectly normal for you to still have some anxiety and fear over this. What happened was awful and traumatic, and frankly if you were completely over this, then I'd think there was something wrong.

As with any trauma, no matter how big or small, it takes some time to get it out of your system so that you feel safe and content again.

I think you're doing a bang-up job, personally I don't know how I would react to something like that. And hopefully *knock on wood*, I won't have to. ♥ ♥ ♥