i never stopped loving you. i just stopped showing it.

i wish i had more friends than i did. more connections than i have use of. maybe i would be sane. and more determined for school.

people have always said, don't grow up too fast; stay a kid.

but the world forced me to become that way. and now there's no turning back.

what a bitch.

i feel so shitty today. i don't have class until 11. but i have my period. i have so much effing studying. stupid ogranic chemistry. i hate it. i have so much homework that i have to do before thursday. i keep stressing about my nail exam too. ack. i feel so ugly today. ;X

i often find myself up late at night, wondering and just sitting and thinking of nothing ( Read more... )

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so i really havn't updated in awhile, havn't used my camera in ages so here goes an update :

also thanks to everyone that supported me. see-sar, ardayy. kay ( i know you were sicko, its ok mann) my sissy & will-yer two.


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finals are next week and things are really starting to hit me. one last time taking high school finals. high school was way too short and i regret that. haha. don't we all. in two weeks i'm leaving vegas for the first time which really scares me. i can't believe any of this. i'll be alone, away from home, doing my own thing. it's already a little ( Read more... )

im just about done. and looking back im pretty darn happy for my accomplishments. there were some things that i'll miss, some things i wanted, but everything's all good.

this time next month i'll be in the beautiful bay area. living life..miserably. hahahhaa..i hope not. obviously i'll miss eveeryone and my comfort zone but the benefit is greater than my sacrafice. hopefully everything will turn out the way i've planned or even better than expected. i'll be able to build some strong(er) bonds while i'm in cali that ( Read more... )

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