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[lilyrite]

because I accidently deleted the first one.....

stolen from break_free_27 who stole it from gleam.

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're

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[anonymous]

Sometimes I just can't be bothered to live. That sounds seriously emo and wrong but you know? I'm just so tired and no matter how hard I try I always feel like i'm never going to achieve anything that is even remotely worth while so why don't I just stop?

I can never tell anyone this because it makes me ashamed as it's just another example of why I will never be good enough. People are unjustly being murder in the world, there are thousands of things I could be sad about but all I can do is sit around and bitch and whine about how much I hate myself. It's totally wrong yet I can't get past it. I'm so sad on the inside it hurts.

[anonymous]

I'm only ever that honest with myself...never with noboby else:
I love to spend time on my fandoms not only because it's fun but also because it keeps me from getting all those thoughts of not being good enough like the first person who commented. Nothing of my secret emoness goes into my LJ, I don't tell my friends or family. I don't know if it's wrong trying to ignore those feelings instead of dealing with them.
I can't cry in front of people - I need my fandoms to make me cry. I LOVE when my fandoms make me cry. Angst, OMG YES!
My mom probably thinks I'm too obsessed with my fandoms. She doesn't know that it's important for me, that they keep me from going insane.

[anonymous]

I always feel like I can't be who I am around people. It's not that I'm mean or anything, it's just that I don't know about how they would react if I acted like I want to.

Sometimes I feel bad about telling people about how I got a new mobile or something, 'cause they never get that kind of stuff. We have a lot of money, I can't help it. It's just that I feel almost embarrassed about it sometimes.

I love my life, I really do. It's just that when everything is good small thing become bigger just because they stand out from the rest.

The hottest thing in the world is two hot guys making out.
See, that's one of the things that I can't tell my friends about. I'm really not sure how they would react.

Okay, I'll stop now.

[anonymous]

I really really miss you. Please come back to us. ♥