so I know its been a while, but I've been relying on my paper journal until I have the time, money, etc to get internet ( Read more... )

I kinda feel like I'm on vacation. Its been nice to drive 6 hrs away and stay in an awesome hotel, lay in bed, eat cookies, watch silly lovestory movies, not do anything for a couple days. Dont get me wrong, I've been stressed. But its all kinda subsided for a little bit ( Read more... )

just got back from work...its 2:15am. im f-in tired and i have so much homework to do ( Read more... )

this is why i fucking love this girl ( Read more... )

five years....its been five years since i've seen my cousin andy, i can hardly believe. you are constantly in my thoughts and my heart. you would have graduated college already, and started a wonderful career as I am now embarking on mine. our lives have always been connected and i know they will be again someday. my love goes out to you and your ( Read more... )

"you two can take some time, teach each other to reciprocate...."

i dont get why he doesn't understand what i need from him. come find me, tell me you miss me, tell me that you can't get enough....gosh just tell me something. reach out and grab me. im right fucking here and i'll be gone before you know it.

its a gorgeous day and im stuck here studying at circa ( Read more... )

fundamentally, i think that i need someone who doesn't mind staying in bed with me for an hour after actually waking up (not because they want to be a lazy ass) but because they would rather cuddle for an extra hour. i think maybe he just doesnt feel passionate about me ( Read more... )

Going to the "female" doctor is like having a tooth extraction. Thats the best way I can describe how I feel, considering I've done both. My legs quiver, i sweat profusely, and my stomach gurgles. I can imagine someone with intimacy issues might really not like going, at least I can handle the exposure. (and i call it exposure because there's ( Read more... )

Still waiting to hear back from nordstrom about where I could possibly move to. There's a strong chance its going to be Raleigh, NC (jed ( Read more... )