i am so happy. i was just writing a hella long entry about such and my stupid computor killed it. just killed it. its gone but its ok. Things are gunna slightly change for me pretty soon but i know i need this change more than anything. i may be making a huge mistake but if so fuck the people who think its a mistake, i am happy with my life ( Read more... )

fun day, good shit. got to talk to some people i have been missing lately. made spegetti today it was yummy. i love to cook. i want to go get cookies. anyways mucho love to all yall out there in the world.

Livejournal is so boring. i find myslef refreshing my e-mail page more than lj. i like getting emails. i love getting emails. i love getting anything written out from people i love. i really am at a lose for words at the moment. nothing worth sharing to the internet public today, cept for the overwhelming fact i feel wonderful and i am not even ( Read more... )

i dont update that much anymore, i dunno if that is a bad or good thing but at least i am not sitting at the computor everyday pressing 'refresh' waiting for comments. I was like that over summer ( Read more... )

i am gunna have so much fun. i am so happy right now but typing is so hard and i type hecka slow. I love music. Crazy optimistic Stoned Phycho. Yea, i think i am gunna live around SRHS, as i grow older, just becuase the neihborhood is beautiful and the kids would keep me young. I am trying so hard to type right now,Beastie Boys rock me. lol I am on ( Read more... )

I am in a dark lucid pessimistic state of mind right now where only my stoner dreams make sense to me. Reality has become this blur of emotions i cant even comprehend or begin to place in words, Its odd though just recently has this whirlwind of feelings gotten to me and i am falling in deeper by the minute.


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This is harder than i have ever imajined.

life is getting harder and better. In many many ways my life is changing for the better, and i am truely the happiest i have been in at least 6 months, and its not just a 5 min high becuase of sex, or being stoned..i am truely high on life...and i have smoked alot. but hey i am not stoned right now and that sayd alot. I wrote a dear friend a really ( Read more... )

i love my life. i love my family, i love my cool aunt, i love my boyfriend and i love my friends. i dont need any more than this, for x-mas.

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