Tonight I did something really wrong and something noone should ever really do. I snooped on Skott's LJ. I knew his password and just signed in. I had a funny feeling about him and Skye. He made a couple of private posts to her and it got me worked up. I told him about it and now he hates me. He told me he didn't want me to be home when he ( Read more... )

I went out to dinner last night with my mom and grandparents. We had chinese. MMmMmMmMm I havn't had chinese in forever! Well anyways we get our fortune cookies after the meal and my fortune read ( Read more... )

So I move out in two weeks. If I could, I would move out now. The way Skott has been acting towards me it feels like he wants me gone already. It even feels like he has already made up his mind about giving us a second chance in the future. It is like he has forgotten about me and moved on already. Or else he is treating me this way to make it ( Read more... )

Can someone come flip on the same switch Skott has turned on? That way I can act like I don't care even though I do? And I can make jokes about stuff to help me deal with the hurt? I would really love that switch to be turned on....now please.

*cries*

*runs into bedroom and cuddles with the only thing that will cuddle with her back*

You may be feeling a strong urge to run away from it all, dear Pisces. Though the question remains, where would you go? The restlessness you are feeling may be in response to all the pressures on you right now. Social demands, work requirements and the needs of family members may be pulling you to a breaking point. You can take a mini-vacation by ( Read more... )

Sum up your opinion or impression of me in one word, leave it as a comment in this posting, and then post this sentence in your own journal.

I am so fucking unbelieveably stressed right now. I started to break out again. My job is stressing me out. Not having money is stressing me out. Oweing Skott almost $400 is stressing me out. My parents are stressing me out. My relationship with Skott is stressing me out. Not only am I stressed but confused. I don't know what to do. All I ( Read more... )

I am not this big bitch that Skott is making me out to be. I know that I asked him for a break and he wanted another chance and I said no. I know I got jealous when he started hanging out with Skye and told him I didn't know if I wanted a break anymore. I am trying to be friendly with him and I don't want to be the jealous ex. He says he wouldn ( Read more... )

Yep it's m b-day and it is going to be the shittest b-day of all ( Read more... )

:(

*sigh*