Rikku nodded and her voice didn't work and she nearly barreled into Luke and she was shaking and. And. Stupid crying and stupid everything and stupid people leaving you and stupid getting snot on people's shirts and stupid her.
"M-m-means a lot," she gulped, shaking her head quickly. "N-next person who goes I'm ... I'm gonna hunt down and ... and drag back by their hair and ..."
She nodded, still just trying to breathe and, "Should get easier. Never does. And. And it's not like he's d-d-d-" she couldn't say that, couldn't, "Yunie lost Tidus a-a-and, and, you know? And. It's. It shouldn't ..."
"But it does," Luke said, "and saying that it doesn't just makes it worse. You should've seen me trying to hold it together last year when I arrived. August...kind of sucked beyond the telling of it...and I ended up letting loose all over Rory, who I barely knew at the time." He gave her a squeeze. "You know us. Let it out."
Rikku rested her forehead against Luke's shoulder, shaking for a long moment. "I ... I really thought that ... that we ... I know that's stupid, I just ... and Bayla, and Toronto, and I th-thought ... I can't do this, I can't."
"Jude?"
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She shrugged. There were more words, somewhere. She didn't have them.
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"It's not the same, but I'm not going anywhere," he promised.
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