Strong.. what is strong? I've decided I'm stronger than I ever thought I could be. I haven't had to be fully independent yet, but it's coming. I haven't really dealt with any of my stress yet, and that sucks. It's like a hurricane coming, about to blow you and your family away. The worst part is what's done is done, and there isn't shit me or Steve ( Read more... )

so.. life goes on. pretty freakin quick apparentely. let's sum my life up in like .2....

Michael and I stayed together almost 3 years. He lived with me for over half of it, and my dad threw his shit out in the yard. That was basically the end of that, because I don't even want to get into the Erica drama and everything else the fucker lied about.

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So.. I'm pissed ( Read more... )

Well.. I'm here I'm alive and I am happy.

I haven't updated in forever but oh well.

I quit my job at Millstone and I just got one at Pizza Inn. We will see how it goes. I think I like it but I really don't know how late they plan on letting me off, but if it is late.. forget it.  If I wanted to stay up until late late late I'd work at Angelos again ( Read more... )

It's been a year since I've updated.. It feels that way anyway. Well not much has been going on I've just been working, going to school, & hanging out with Michael. I really like the way things have been going lately. We had a big fight about 2 weeks ago but other than that life is good. I think Diane found a buyer for the house and that's good ( Read more... )

Well.. I've been super busy lately being Nona and also trying to fix the house. It's looking a lot different. Other than the new couch that's been there for a while now I have a new bed and a huge tv in the bedroom. It's weird.. I feel like I'm all grown up but I'm not ready for that yet ( Read more... )

Well the beach was all that I had hoped for and maybe a little bit more. Yeah.. I've been home a few days and haven't updated but now that I'm bored and home alone I'm feeling the need ( Read more... )

The Fox & Hounds 25th anniversary party was last night. It got me to thinking about Mike.. about Michael and that family. I wanted to go to that party so bad.. but I had to miss it. This morning when I woke up.. I went straight to the alphabetized DVDs and picked out the "In Memory Of" Mike DVD. It started out okay.. it was weird to see him and ( Read more... )

Can a girl not have a few days to herself?? I mean shit fire I am upset with you and I don't need to talk to you because when I get mad I say things I don't mean and our 10 year friendship is over? I've never wanted to "lose" you. I've been pissed at you and I've not wanted to see or talk to you. Shoot me. Don't you ever get upset at anybody? Yes ( Read more... )

I feel like my world is just spinning and spinning and I'm going nowhere. I need to get my school together, my relationships together, my house together, I'm going nowhere.  It is so hard to keep laundry done, food in the refrigerator, pot in the bowl, life is so adult.  I am a full blown adult with a live in boyfriend and sometimes I feel like I ( Read more... )