i really want to meet you and i think it's soo awesome that your a doctor and I was really touched when u were worried about me when my lj was deleted for a while..<3
hey i want to meet you din coz i think you are cool din and it doesn't bother me that you're like ten years younger or sumpin feeling ko cool ka and we would get along IRL. i read your lj all the time even if i don't comment much and i was worried nga coz i used to get sad a lot too and i know how it feels. you feel like you just want to die and it took me like ten years or so of sadness to figure out that wtf i don't have time for sadness anymore. i am glad you feel better na, and have fun in japan. i will have my adventure here in chicago and you have your adventure there, ok? maybe i will go visit you next vacation jajaja last time i was in japan i was 7.
i'm scared that i'll become a nobody, that this will be my karma for being the bitch that i am now. everyone will forgot about me and i'll leave this earth like a ghost.
you know what, you kasi eh. why kasi do you have to be bitchy? i know some people na proud pa nga sila that they are bitchizz. i don't see why, i mean why be proud about that? i mean ok no one is perfect and not everyone has the patience of a saint so sometimes you cant help but get mad or get pikon. and sometimes it is fun to be a bit childish. but like, wag naman all the time. that is not right. it takes more energy to be a bitch. if you don't feel like being nice, that's ok. i mean, don't be plastic naman. so at least be indifferent nalang. like a sea cucumber. be a sea cucumber. i remember the first and only time i saw a sea cucumber and it was memorable so people will remember you
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ano ba you are supposed to be anonymous! how will we play the game? anyway i think mother theresa was also smelly. and wawa siya, she also had a big nose she made langhap all that amoy.
single, unattached and subconsciously not loving it...
anonymous
December 9 2004, 13:54:09 UTC
i fear that i'll end up all alone, considering all my life i always have someone special... the clock is ticking, i can sense i'm long overdue. all my friends who were unattached and nbsb's tied the knot one by one. this is so far the longest i've been unattached and probably will end up with no one, heaven forbid... i always say to people when they comment how come i'm unattached, i make a lousy excuse that i'm not in a hurry, i'd rather take things slow, but subconsciously, their questions hit my panic button. oh how i wish... he'll come sooner
Re: single, unattached and subconsciously not loving it...lilmizincognitoDecember 10 2004, 00:42:28 UTC
you know what, i am also like that, except that i figured, why wait for him to have fun? just enjoy your life nalang while while waiting. you know what, you have to learn how to be your own person din without waiting for some special person to make your life happy. i don't want to tell you juju that just wait, he will come before you know it, etc etc. coz parang that is not true naman diba, no one ever knows. coz honestly, i dont want to put a damper on your spirits, but what if nga you end up alone? at least you are happy by yourself diba. sorry if i made you feel bad but that is the way i think. i think that is the trick, to learn how to be alone and love it. that way, when you find someone, then it's just parang serendipitous happiness. i'm a tagilid nbsb and it doesn't bother me at all and i'm not that young naman din ah. so same boat kinda tayo. i don't want to end up alone din, but if i do, well i wont get depressed over it coz my life is fun already. i just want to share it, coz i think that would be nice and i
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sings his jaunty tune
unaware of the waiting teeth
glistening spit
just for him
in the wolf's hungry mouth.
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wawa whippoorwill, he got eaten. how bad :(
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and i'm also from chicago.
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Jajajaja!!! Pakshet!
Where in Chicago?
Do you eat Ikea meatballs in Schaumburg?
If you do, then we are friends.
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Marine Dr., by Lake Shore.
and i haven't tried the meatballs at Ikea yet. i hardly go there eh.
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