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lilmissmaego

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Jan 30, 2005 02:34

from "the wedding date"... "sometimes i wonder what's wrong with me, why am i still single?" "nothing is wrong with you. you'll be done being single when you're ready. the scariest thing in the worlde is loving someone completely and having the courage to let them love you back."umm. so i realize that i've been hiding behind the idea of ( Read more... )

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kingsrl20 January 31 2005, 18:08:54 UTC

with all that you wrote, the MOST important sentence in there is "my SOUL longs to be acknowledged, and appreciated, and rendered beautiful." that's the key. i know that you complain that you dont see the blessing in having past boyfriends, but all the rest of us are still in the dark with you, in looking for that someone who sees our souls as beautiful, and worthy of awe. that is the most important aspect of us. that is the very reason why God created us. We all have our own ways at looking at ourselves, and we all are overcritical. all women and men for that matter could repeat the same things you just said about yourself. even the loud, clubby people. no one really thinks that they themselves are unbelievably awesome, and if and when they do, others see them as cocky. It isnt the damn she's hot girl that gets the remarkably blessed marriage of true love with a guy, looks fade. its not the super intelligent ones, they intimidate others quickly. its not the over-does-it outgoing exesential girl, they will runout of all that energy ( ... )

my dearest maegan... sharhonda January 31 2005, 19:04:10 UTC

it really is the hardest part, to put yourself out there, where you are vulneable and get hurt. but the thing is that without doing that, the person you truly are isnt open for that one person to see. it is unbelievably hard to feel so deeply for someone and to let it show, even just for one vulnerable moment, but most of the time it is the moment of truth, the moment that the other person gets to see that true person and it gives them that moment they need to put themselves out there too. i know how hard it is to open up to people and make that move that catches their attention or allows them to open up to you. i really dont have any words of wisdom to help you through this,i just wanted to tell you that i know how hard it is and that it takes everyone time to be able to show such vulnerability to others. i have tremendous faith in who you are and how you will handle these situations. i know ive said it before and i also know how hard it is to believe comments like this when you cant see them yourself but: you are an amazing girl and ( ... )