"Falling in love is always magical. It feels eternal, as if love will last forever. We naively beleive that somehow we are exempt from the problems our parents had, free from the odds that love will die, assured that it is meant to be and that we are destined to live happily ever after ( Read more... )

I feel sick.

I dont like food anymore for some reason.The thought of eating sorta makes me naucious. And when I do eat, I feel sick afterwards...and I dont even eat that much. I couldn't even finish my wings at Duffs last night, and I haven't eaten anything yet today, and I dont want to...but I'm too afraid to get a migraine or wahtever...ahhh stupid. I'm ( Read more... )

Tonight was something that I really needed. It was so much fun!! Me, Mark, Glen, Jesse, Kiril, and Anatoli (yay me with all guys haha) went to Duffs. They all (minus me and Kiril, who got Honey Garlic) got super hot or something, and omg...it was too funny. Their faces were so red! And mark spilt all his water on himself becuase he was reaching for ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm lost at sea or something...my emotions feel like waves that keep receding and the randomly crashing down upon me...suffocating me...drowning me. There are moments where nothing bothers me, and I feel like how I used to, but then the waves come again...and again...do they ever stop ( Read more... )

I saw the Westmount play last night, and it was actually pretty good hehe. I went to see the rehersals somtimes, and I love how every year its the same with how the cast pulls it all together right at the end...though I feel sorry for dolha with the stress of that knowledge haha. Everyone did awesome though, but ADAM YOU WERE FUCKING BRILLIANT!!!! ( Read more... )

You know...I always thought this would happen....it was something on my mind a lot....especially recently. And I definitly felt it on New Years. That I would lose him. and I have. I lost my Kevin. I suppose its been going downhill for a few months now...I haven't been as happy...and he's been lying about being happy. The word love means nothing I ( Read more... )

Its 2005...and you have nothing holding you back. It's a brand new year, with no mistakes in it, your's to do what you please with. Make this year something special, to withold throughout the years. Make it last, and stand out, and never, ever take it for granted. This is your time. Cherish every moment of it. Even when there are rough times, think ( Read more... )

It's mine and Kevin's 8 month today. It really seems like just yesterday that we were all still at westmount, and I was still just dreaming of being able to be with him ( Read more... )

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