so i fell down the stairs at like 2 am this morning. I just sat there and quietly cried for what felt like forever. then my dog found me and started to lick the tears of my cheeks, and i had to smile. forget men. all i need are pets. lols ( Read more... )

i love being lied to...

i failed my driver's exam.

ack. i need a shower. i feel dirty and i'm sure i smell quite pleasant... all sweaty and such.

i'm nervous. my driving exam is today. and even i'll admit it. i suck.

i had the worst time trying to sleep last night. i kept on smelling something. i know it sounds strange, but ever smelled something familliar, but you can't quite place it? it was like soap, but not quite. i know. i went into the bathroom and melled the soap just to be sure ( Read more... )

and i really suck at driving standard. my friend is being really patient teaching me, but i feel like all he wnats to do is reach over and choke me...

lols.

what a day.

the highlight was running into bunnae at the bayfield mall. hun, you have no idea how much i mis you. we really need to get together and have a girls day. junk food, movies and ( Read more... )

i finnaly quit mandarin. i got tired of my bosses demands about my appearance, and told her what she could go do to her self.

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fuck.

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now the hard part.

finding another job.

EWEWEWEWEW! I JUST CAUGHT MY LITTLE BROTHER HABING SEX ON MY BED!!! THE LITTLE FUCKER! I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT HE WOULD BE SO LOW! GROSS! I NEED TO POUR ACID INTO MY EYE SOCKETS AND BUY A NEW MATRESS NOW!

ever catch somone in a lie? somone that you had such respect and love for. and though that lie really impacts me little, i'm disgusted.

i'm tired of living in the shadow of somone who is wortless, especially compared to me.

so sh dumped me for the new emploee at mandarin. her name is amanda.