bronchitis. sinus infection. flu shot "just in case". rash. mountain range of makeup work. fukc.

...i loved track so much in middle school. i like running. its a good way to blow off steam. it makes me feel better. i just ran somewhere between a mile and a half and two miles in under 10 mins.

THIS IS NOT NOT MY FAULT IT IS NOT MY RESPONSIBILITY I CANT SEEM TO DO ANYTHING RIGHT SO JUST GET THE FUKC OFF MY CASE!! halloween is not my fukcing responsibility. it is not my job to find him a fukcing costume fukcing on halloween. that is not even logical. i am not carving the fukcing pumpkin. not today! why the fukc didnt you do this when you ( Read more... )

it makes me get a lot more accomplished. it makes me feel good. about everything i do. even the little stuff. i like planning community service. dance kids are my heros. my hamstrings hurt. the ballet teacher knows my name because her dog is named katie. as she likes to tell me. many times. hmm? yesterday i went to march of dimes then went to pick ( Read more... )

Theory: Being dedicated to one thing requires dedication to the rest This probably only applies to me and is more of an observation I've recently made about myself than a theory. But yeah. Oirachtas is coming up and I only have three more weeks of classes before one of the biggest competitions of the year. (The others being nationals and worlds ( Read more... )

I pray I can swim just so I don't drown.
I wish stuff would stop caving in on me. I have enough of my own problems without you forcing yours upon me. But I guess most of them aren't really that big of a deal and I'll be fine. i just don't want the stress. And I think it's making me rather appathetic. *sigh*

Excuse me while I get killed softly. I ( Read more... )

Live in the moment.
Stop deciding my life for me. I'll decide it for myself. Just not now. Not tonight.

I should have turned back. I should have known better.But I'm not living my life that way anymore. No more overanalyzing things. Cze's entries make me happy. They motivate me when I'm trying to think along the same line. well maybe not motivate ( Read more... )

Little Miss Sunshine = well... if you dont already know you should prob go see it.

Okay, I've got you pinned ( Read more... )

I've been piecing it together, it's got something to do with every look thrown like a knife across a crowded room.So i've decided that i want to go to another school. im tired of the same people and them pulling the same shit and getting away with it yet again. I'm not mad at anyone and or anything, im just kinda content to do my own thing lately. ( Read more... )