Mrs. Grinch

[lilbreezybabe]

I don't know what it is, but I'm just not in the Christmas spirit this year. Not like I usually am. I'm juss not in a good mood. I feel depressed, but there is nothing to be depressed about. My true friends are awesome, I couldn't ask for better ones, but I feel a void. Indescribable really. It's not the whole boy issue either. I don't know man,

Comments

[lilafrican22]

awh huney cheer up! even the grinch turned out to embrace christmas... loves!

[lilbreezybabe]

haha this is true. It's x-mas. Time to embrace it...

Maybe I will make it to the movies Ü!

[purplerox05]

I think it depends on you personally whether you buy into the real meaning of Christmas! Theres nothing wrong with doing the commercial thing as well as you know why youre doin it! ya kno?

Im sorry youre in the dumps darlin. Maybe its because we havent gone to Burger Express together in over a week! AHHHHHH! lol. i went there the other day all alone (yes im a dork) and got my usual kids hamburger and fries. yumm. I thought of you!

have you ever thought that your void could be something other than friends or boys? Something that could fill a hole in your heart that nothing else could? Just a thought...

agree

[lilbreezybabe]

True, but a lot of the times people shop and think only about the presents. I mean the meaning behind them is so much larger than the gift itself. That is why a lot of the time parents are stressed during this time of the year... On the other hand some people truly do understand the meaning of x-mas and it is quite beautiful. We should go to B-Express and have a game night.

Yea. I dunno why I have been so blue lately. There is no reason to be, but I have just been in a quiet, to myself kinda mood. Ya know, and I am usu. perty cheery and stuff. Who knows.

This void that can be filled by nothing else, are you refering to God? haha. I was juss wondering? Cuz u didn't exactly say wat it was...

Thanks for your concern and comfort! Love you.

Re: agree

[purplerox05]

I was alluding to God, yes. hehe. But I dunno... It takes the point in your life when you are at the very bottom to realize you need God, I think.

I do hope you start feeling better though. Just know thats why I think other things arent making you feel "filled". lol (fell filled? - yea yea I know)

Youre right about hte meaning of Christmas. its also a bummer for parents cuz they have their tax reports coming out rightafter Christmas for the entire year. So thats stressful! Arg. Do you have to do a tax report now cuz you have an income? Weird!

Love you!

[anicoles09]

i'm sorry you didn't feel like Christmas... i didn't either. it was weird. i sang all those carols, and bought all the presents... but i just felt like Christmas was still a month away. and now we have to go back to school in a week. suck. :(