SO i have discovered... that i am really apathtic about things... i have no passion for anything anymore.... i just go in a general direction... i feel like... i'm lost and walking in circles
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yea...it sucks when you uncontrollably like people...then they don't like you back...
you build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
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you build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit
of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid
person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders
into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They
didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like
kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own
anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats
you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
Adam
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