at least be confused about right and wrong

[likecharity]

HI. FIRST OF ALL, I wrote that fic last night, right, posted it at 3am and then went straight to sleep. And I woke up this morning to over twenty incredible comments and I basically haven't stopped smiling all day. You are all so wonderful, thank you. ♥ I can't even SAY how happy I am about the fact that everyone just seemed to GET everything I was

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[thisissirius]

I'm on the wrong computer, as well. I have like, both my PC and laptop on but my laptop is across the room and I am LAZY.

Anyway. OMG. These sooooooooooooongs <3 I've been trying to make a playlist for like, ever of these two. I might have to do my own little fanmix but these SONGS, BB. PERFECT.

(Going to read your fic and also NO, I DO NOT HAVE A LARGER VERSION OF THAT PICTURE D:)

[likecharity]

LOL. Yeah, my PC is in a whole different house. D: Not having music on my laptop is ALWAYS A PROBLEM FOR ME.

I'm glad you agree with/just generally like the songs!! THEY REALLY ARE SO PERFECT. I do want to do a little fanmix or something but I feel like the songs are a bit all over the place and don't link together well or something. I DON'T KNOW.

(Aw, it's okay. Sorry to NAG and everything. I just--I want it so much. D: I WILL KEEP SEARCHING.)

[thisissirius]

Ha! I don't even know. I need to have both on twenty-four/seven.

OH MAN. I would die to have a Nick/Joe fanmix on my iPod. It would be amazing. ANDI KIND OF WANT TO DO ONE?

(WHICH PIC IS IT? I have one last hope that I can find it via an eljay comm...)

[likecharity]

You should definitely do one bb!!

[expastic]

I HAVEN'T READ THIS YET BECAUSE I HAVE TO GO TO A LECTURE, BUT JUST KNOW I AM A++ EXCITED FOR THIS, OH GOODNESS.

Like, you have no idea.

s;d kjds;lfkjlfd j

[expastic]

omg omg omg, yes. To all of these. God, there are just so many thinky thoughts that I have about these boys and their lives and it borders on weird a little but you've so perfectly captured it with your story and this collection of lyrics. This particularly hit me in the gut:

So it's kind of like...okay, a 'fatal flaw' of love, that they've been made to be brothers instead of unrelated people who can fall in love without judgement etc.

Because, yeah. OH THEM. D:

THIS WAS FASCINATING. IF I THINK OF ANY LYRICS I WILL LET YOU KNOOOW.

[likecharity]

HOORAY. I know I tend to over-analyse things so I'm so glad you found this interesting and everything. SO MANY THOUGHTS. Definitely bordering on weird. But as long as we're all in it together, right?

[expastic]

WE ARE SO IN IT TOGETHER.

OH HEY, I WAS LISTENING TO FALL OUT BOY ON THE WAY TO CLASS THIS MORNING AND THIS CAME UP:

Sometimes I wanna quit this all and become an accountant now
But I'm no good at math and besides the dollar is down
Plant palm trees on Lake Michigan before it gets cold
I gotta feel the wind chill again before I get old

I wanna scream 'I love you' from the top of my lungs
But I'm afraid that someone else will hear me

You can only blame your problems on the world for so long
Before it all becomes the same old song
As soon as we hit the hospital I know we're gonna leave this town
And get new passports and get get get get get out now

And now all I want to do is write a long, epic, kind of angsty story about how Nick and Joe just, like, run away. I dunno how they'd get away with it, but it's ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT. HAHA.

(I was going to make a separate post for this but MY FLIST PROBABLY WOULDN'T GET IT, AND I FIGURED YOU WOULD APPRECIATE MY ~THOUGHTS. *_* )

[likecharity]

:D :D I WAS WORRIED I WAS JUST OVER-ANALYSING.

A fanmix definitely needs to be made. I will think about it for sure.

[immaculate_beam]

THESE ARE PERFECT. All soooo true. Especially the Damien Rice one. Idk, it speaks the loudest to me. And yes...Joe probably finds virginity more difficult than Nick or Kevin. Well, Nick, because I think Kevin's borderline asexual.

[likecharity]

Yes!! Aren't they?! I'm glad you agree.

LOL borderline asexual. Actually I kind of agree? I'm like, SURE that he's gay, but he must be so insanely repressed that it's hard for him to feel like he has any sexuality at all. D:

[immaculate_beam]

AMEN to the repressed part, even though I recently found out they are not opposed to homosexuality. Y'know, one day he's just not even going to care anymore and end up fucking his way through the USA like he's Lewis and Clark.

[likecharity]

LOL. But, really? I figure they wouldn't be all openly opposed to it 'cause that'd cause drama, but they can't have been brought up all that liberally, can they? I just...I don't know, I feel like Kevin must be so far in the closet, and his upbringing must have something to do with that.

Re: Not gonna lie, most of these don't make sense...

[likecharity]

OH MY GODDD EXCUSE ME WHILE I FREAK OUT FOR A MOMENT, TOO BEAUTIFUL TO FUCK, BROKEN SOCIAL SCENE, KEVIN DREW!!! A++++ ON THE MUSIC TASTE, DUDE.

*calms self* These are so awesome though, they make sense to me, idk?! The first one. The first oneeee. ♥ And TBTF totally works! I never thought of it before. And Nick talking to Joe about Camilla and how he feels about her, YES.

the song Joe kind of half-hummed/sang to Nick in the hospital after the diabetes diagnosis in the really early morning when they're just alone and they're just coming to terms with what it all means.
OH. My heart. WHY DO THEY DO THIS TO MY HEART.

Downloadiiiing, thank you. ♥

Re: Not gonna lie, most of these don't make sense...

[likecharity]

O_O SO JEALOUS, OH MY GOD.

And yayyy Sex On Fire! KEEP LISTENING. I really can't seem to stop listening to them in general, it's beginning to worry me.