Secret Love Affair (4/?)
Title: Secret Love Affair (4/?)
Author: pakdemxet
Genre: Romance, slight angst
Pairing: Junhyung/Hyunseung (JunSeung), Dooseung
Rating: PG - 13
Disclaimer: I own the plot :D
Summary: Hyunseung's got everything he always wanted. Money, fame, the perfect guy, but why isn't he happy?
A/N : OMG , I updated !!! xD It’s been, like, forever xD Sorry if there are mistakes, I was a bit in a hurry while typing this. Can you point at the mistakes I made? So I can change it when I come back :D thanks :DD Anyway, who would you choose? ^^ COMMENTS ARE LOVE ♥♥ ^^
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“Why won’t you go home to your real house?”
Doojoon lazily looked up, seeing his best friend glare at him; he just buried his face in his pillow and groaned.
He was lying face down on bed, and he was planning on staying there for the whole day.
“Yah!” Dongwoon said as he tried shaking Doojoon’s body.
“Go away.”
“Not until you tell me what’s wrong.”
“Not in the mood.” Doojoon said, swatting Dongwoon’s hand.
Dongwoon sighed exasperatedly, now sitting at a free space beside Doojoon on the bed.
Doojoon rolled up to give more space for Dongwoon, and he stared at the ceiling.
Dongwoon poked his sides,” Is this because of Hyunseung hyung?”
The older boy looked at Dongwoon,” How’d you know?”
“Well…” Dongwoon paused, as if finding the right words to say,” He kept calling me when you were away, asking if you were really away.”
Doojoon sighed,” Did you ask why he was asking?”
Dongwoon shook his head,” He would hang up after.”
Doojoon groaned again, feeling his chest squeeze as he closed his eyes.
“Hey,” Dongwoon poked his sides,” Hey hyung, what’s wrong?”
“Hyunseung, I kept hearing things about Hyunseung.”
“Your boy friend? What about him?
“That he was cheating on me.”
“Wait - what? Is it true?”
Doojoon shrugged,” I dunno. Maybe yes and maybe no.”
“Hyung, you are not making any sense.”
Doojoon scratched his head is frustration.
“Maybe yes, because he keeps on spending time with Jun-something guy and maybe no, because they’re childhood friends.”
Dongwoon sighed, feeling sad for his hyung,” What are you gonna do about it?”
“I dunno.” Doojoon sat up,” I really don’t know.”
--
It’s the third time Junhyung took Hyunseung to the playground, this time Junhyung had to cover the older boy’s eyes with a blindfold as the younger boy guides them to some place.
“Are we there yet?” Hyunseung asked, cautiously taking small steps as he held Junhyung’s hand.
Junhyung chuckled behind his ears, making his ears feel hot,” Yeah, we’re almost there.”
They stopped and Junhyung slowly uncovers Hyunseung’s face. And when the latter opened his eyes, he saw food at a picnic table.
“What’s all this for?” Hyunseung asked, staring at the younger boy who was taking a seat on a chair near the table.
Junhyung shrugged and then motioned the doe eyed boy to take a seat,” I just thought I could do something for our 6th month anniversary.”
Hyunseung stared at him with wide eyes.
“You kept count?”
Junhyung laughed.” Of course I did. We started doing this 6 months ago.”
Hyunseung smiled sheepishly,” Sorry, I didn’t know.” He took a seat beside Junhyung.
They ate, they talked and when it was time to go home, Junhyung suddenly grabbed Hyunseung’s hand, which surprised the latter.
“I want to give you something.” The younger boy said as he took something out of his pocket and placed it on the palm of Hyunseung’s hand.
It was a familiar looking toy ring.
Hyunseung chuckled and looked at Junhyung; the latter had this huge childish grin on his face, which reminded Hyunseung of someone.
“You know,” Hyunseung intertwined their fingers,” You kinda looked like a kid I used to know.”
Junhyung tilted his head,” Really?”
Hyunseung giggled at Junhyung’s adorable expression.
“Yeah, you two looked the same too. It’s adorable.” He pinched Junhyung’s cheek with his free hand.
Junhyung was silent for a while and then a stupid smile appeared on his face,” was that kid your secret love affair too?”
Hyunseung stared at him in disbelief as the younger boy continued,” So I was not your first love affair?”
Junhyung pouted, pretending to be hurt. Hyunseung laughed as he pushed Junhyung playfully.
“No Junhyung. You’re my first and my last.
--
“What is this? Doojoon asked, his right hand holding his phone to his right ear as his free hand was holding pieces of paper that Dongwoon emailed him. He was lying on his bed at a hotel in New York, where he was currently assigned.
“What do you think it is?” Dongwoon asked on the other line.
“Two boys kissing, so?”
Dongwoon sighed deeply and Doojoon could imagine him face palming on the other side,” Hyung, take a deeper look at it.”
Doojoon placed the phone on his pillow, putting it on loud speaker and stared at the pictures.
He stared at it.
He stared at it long and hard.
“Its Hyunseung hyung and that Jun dude.”
Doojoon’s eyes widened at the sudden recognition of the two people kissing.
“It’s really Hyunseung and Junhyung.” Doojoon whispered, but Dongwoon heard it.
“Uh-huh. It’s really the-“
“Dongwoon-ah, I didn’t know you know how to use Photoshop. You’re really good, it’s really believable and it looks real.”
Dongwoon sighed,” Hyung, are you really that blind?”
“I - Uh….”
“I was at your rented apartment the other day and saw them kissing at the balcony. So, I took pictures of them.”
Doojoon stared at the picture again and saw that it was really their balcony where Junhyung and his Hyunseung were kissing.
And it was like a bullet had run through his heart, wounding it even more.
Doojoon closed his eyes when it started to sting, fresh tears falling on his cheeks.
“I’m sorry hyung.” Dongwoon said sympathetically.
“I don’t know what to do anymore Dongwoon-ah.” Doojoon sobbed.
“Talk to him, hyung.”
“But-“
“Talk to him,” Dongwoon paused,” Hyung, I still have work to do, I need to go now.” And Dongwoon hung up.
--
Doojoon went to confront Hyunseung the next day, leaving his work at New York.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” Doojoon started, sitting beside Hyunseung on the couch as the latter kept his gaze on the television.
“Tell you what?”
Doojoon stared at him for a while, and then sighed.
“That you like Junhyung.”
Hyunseung’s body tensed up, but he tried to be calm.
“I don’t know what you’re talking abou-“
“Look, Hyunseung. I’m not dumb, okay? I know about you and Junhyung. I know what the both of you do when I’m not around. I just… I just want to know the truth…”
Hyunseung lowered his head, not really knowing what to say. Doojoon lifted Hyunseung’s chin so that the doe eyed boy would look at him.
“Just tell me the truth.” Doojoon whispered, smiling sadly.
Hyunseung could see the hurt and pain in Doojoon’s eyes.
“I’m sorry.”
Hyunseung told Doojoon everything. He told him about Junhyung and how they met. He told him how the affair started. He told him what they did when Doojoon was away. He told him everything that the older boy needs to know, and Doojoon listened intently.
“I’m sorry.” Hyunseung said after telling him everything. He looked at Doojoon, who just looked as if all life was drained out of him.
“Do you like him?” Doojoon managed to ask. He wished that Hyunseung would say no. “Do you l-love him?”
“Yes.”
“Oh.” Doojoon wanted to cry and sob and mop around. But he was stronger than that. So he sat up straight and cleared his throat.
“You need to choose Jang Hyunseung. It’s either me or him.”
Hyunseung stared at him with wide eyes.
“Doo, I can’t do that. You know I can’t.” Hyunseung started to panic. He can’t live without the two.
“You can’t have both of us, Hyunseung. That’s unfair.”
“Doo, come on. I really can’t choo-“
Doojoon stood up and raised his hand to stop Hyunseung from continuing.
“It’s either me or him.” And with that, Doojoon left.
Hyunseung couldn’t sleep that night. He didn’t want Doojoon to leave him, but he also didn’t want to end what he and Junhyung have. But he needs to decide, even if someone will get hurt in the end.
Author: pakdemxet
Genre: Romance, slight angst
Pairing: Junhyung/Hyunseung (JunSeung), Dooseung
Rating: PG - 13
Disclaimer: I own the plot :D
Summary: Hyunseung's got everything he always wanted. Money, fame, the perfect guy, but why isn't he happy?
A/N : OMG , I updated !!! xD It’s been, like, forever xD Sorry if there are mistakes, I was a bit in a hurry while typing this. Can you point at the mistakes I made? So I can change it when I come back :D thanks :DD Anyway, who would you choose? ^^ COMMENTS ARE LOVE ♥♥ ^^
follow me on twitter ^^
***
“Why won’t you go home to your real house?”
Doojoon lazily looked up, seeing his best friend glare at him; he just buried his face in his pillow and groaned.
He was lying face down on bed, and he was planning on staying there for the whole day.
“Yah!” Dongwoon said as he tried shaking Doojoon’s body.
“Go away.”
“Not until you tell me what’s wrong.”
“Not in the mood.” Doojoon said, swatting Dongwoon’s hand.
Dongwoon sighed exasperatedly, now sitting at a free space beside Doojoon on the bed.
Doojoon rolled up to give more space for Dongwoon, and he stared at the ceiling.
Dongwoon poked his sides,” Is this because of Hyunseung hyung?”
The older boy looked at Dongwoon,” How’d you know?”
“Well…” Dongwoon paused, as if finding the right words to say,” He kept calling me when you were away, asking if you were really away.”
Doojoon sighed,” Did you ask why he was asking?”
Dongwoon shook his head,” He would hang up after.”
Doojoon groaned again, feeling his chest squeeze as he closed his eyes.
“Hey,” Dongwoon poked his sides,” Hey hyung, what’s wrong?”
“Hyunseung, I kept hearing things about Hyunseung.”
“Your boy friend? What about him?
“That he was cheating on me.”
“Wait - what? Is it true?”
Doojoon shrugged,” I dunno. Maybe yes and maybe no.”
“Hyung, you are not making any sense.”
Doojoon scratched his head is frustration.
“Maybe yes, because he keeps on spending time with Jun-something guy and maybe no, because they’re childhood friends.”
Dongwoon sighed, feeling sad for his hyung,” What are you gonna do about it?”
“I dunno.” Doojoon sat up,” I really don’t know.”
--
It’s the third time Junhyung took Hyunseung to the playground, this time Junhyung had to cover the older boy’s eyes with a blindfold as the younger boy guides them to some place.
“Are we there yet?” Hyunseung asked, cautiously taking small steps as he held Junhyung’s hand.
Junhyung chuckled behind his ears, making his ears feel hot,” Yeah, we’re almost there.”
They stopped and Junhyung slowly uncovers Hyunseung’s face. And when the latter opened his eyes, he saw food at a picnic table.
“What’s all this for?” Hyunseung asked, staring at the younger boy who was taking a seat on a chair near the table.
Junhyung shrugged and then motioned the doe eyed boy to take a seat,” I just thought I could do something for our 6th month anniversary.”
Hyunseung stared at him with wide eyes.
“You kept count?”
Junhyung laughed.” Of course I did. We started doing this 6 months ago.”
Hyunseung smiled sheepishly,” Sorry, I didn’t know.” He took a seat beside Junhyung.
They ate, they talked and when it was time to go home, Junhyung suddenly grabbed Hyunseung’s hand, which surprised the latter.
“I want to give you something.” The younger boy said as he took something out of his pocket and placed it on the palm of Hyunseung’s hand.
It was a familiar looking toy ring.
Hyunseung chuckled and looked at Junhyung; the latter had this huge childish grin on his face, which reminded Hyunseung of someone.
“You know,” Hyunseung intertwined their fingers,” You kinda looked like a kid I used to know.”
Junhyung tilted his head,” Really?”
Hyunseung giggled at Junhyung’s adorable expression.
“Yeah, you two looked the same too. It’s adorable.” He pinched Junhyung’s cheek with his free hand.
Junhyung was silent for a while and then a stupid smile appeared on his face,” was that kid your secret love affair too?”
Hyunseung stared at him in disbelief as the younger boy continued,” So I was not your first love affair?”
Junhyung pouted, pretending to be hurt. Hyunseung laughed as he pushed Junhyung playfully.
“No Junhyung. You’re my first and my last.
--
“What is this? Doojoon asked, his right hand holding his phone to his right ear as his free hand was holding pieces of paper that Dongwoon emailed him. He was lying on his bed at a hotel in New York, where he was currently assigned.
“What do you think it is?” Dongwoon asked on the other line.
“Two boys kissing, so?”
Dongwoon sighed deeply and Doojoon could imagine him face palming on the other side,” Hyung, take a deeper look at it.”
Doojoon placed the phone on his pillow, putting it on loud speaker and stared at the pictures.
He stared at it.
He stared at it long and hard.
“Its Hyunseung hyung and that Jun dude.”
Doojoon’s eyes widened at the sudden recognition of the two people kissing.
“It’s really Hyunseung and Junhyung.” Doojoon whispered, but Dongwoon heard it.
“Uh-huh. It’s really the-“
“Dongwoon-ah, I didn’t know you know how to use Photoshop. You’re really good, it’s really believable and it looks real.”
Dongwoon sighed,” Hyung, are you really that blind?”
“I - Uh….”
“I was at your rented apartment the other day and saw them kissing at the balcony. So, I took pictures of them.”
Doojoon stared at the picture again and saw that it was really their balcony where Junhyung and his Hyunseung were kissing.
And it was like a bullet had run through his heart, wounding it even more.
Doojoon closed his eyes when it started to sting, fresh tears falling on his cheeks.
“I’m sorry hyung.” Dongwoon said sympathetically.
“I don’t know what to do anymore Dongwoon-ah.” Doojoon sobbed.
“Talk to him, hyung.”
“But-“
“Talk to him,” Dongwoon paused,” Hyung, I still have work to do, I need to go now.” And Dongwoon hung up.
--
Doojoon went to confront Hyunseung the next day, leaving his work at New York.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” Doojoon started, sitting beside Hyunseung on the couch as the latter kept his gaze on the television.
“Tell you what?”
Doojoon stared at him for a while, and then sighed.
“That you like Junhyung.”
Hyunseung’s body tensed up, but he tried to be calm.
“I don’t know what you’re talking abou-“
“Look, Hyunseung. I’m not dumb, okay? I know about you and Junhyung. I know what the both of you do when I’m not around. I just… I just want to know the truth…”
Hyunseung lowered his head, not really knowing what to say. Doojoon lifted Hyunseung’s chin so that the doe eyed boy would look at him.
“Just tell me the truth.” Doojoon whispered, smiling sadly.
Hyunseung could see the hurt and pain in Doojoon’s eyes.
“I’m sorry.”
Hyunseung told Doojoon everything. He told him about Junhyung and how they met. He told him how the affair started. He told him what they did when Doojoon was away. He told him everything that the older boy needs to know, and Doojoon listened intently.
“I’m sorry.” Hyunseung said after telling him everything. He looked at Doojoon, who just looked as if all life was drained out of him.
“Do you like him?” Doojoon managed to ask. He wished that Hyunseung would say no. “Do you l-love him?”
“Yes.”
“Oh.” Doojoon wanted to cry and sob and mop around. But he was stronger than that. So he sat up straight and cleared his throat.
“You need to choose Jang Hyunseung. It’s either me or him.”
Hyunseung stared at him with wide eyes.
“Doo, I can’t do that. You know I can’t.” Hyunseung started to panic. He can’t live without the two.
“You can’t have both of us, Hyunseung. That’s unfair.”
“Doo, come on. I really can’t choo-“
Doojoon stood up and raised his hand to stop Hyunseung from continuing.
“It’s either me or him.” And with that, Doojoon left.
Hyunseung couldn’t sleep that night. He didn’t want Doojoon to leave him, but he also didn’t want to end what he and Junhyung have. But he needs to decide, even if someone will get hurt in the end.