Wow this monster actually took me two days to get through. It's so beautifully detailed and written and the plot is just amazing! I've never read such a fic like this before and just...seeing that this is 45k of fanxing was enough to get me excited and hooked. There's not enough fanxing nowadays~ I'm kind of sad that yifan will never be fully healed and I was dreading the moment that he'll kill himself - but I'm glad that didn't happen! Even though it's not the perfect solution, the way this fic ended was just amazing in its imperfectness. Hehe thank you so much for this wonderful, wonderful fic!!
It really is a monster. 45k, what the fuck, how did that happen tbh x'DD Yeah, I also felt sorry for Yifan (and Yixing) so much while writing this fic. But right from the beginning I knew that I couldn't give this story a "and everything is well" ending bc it would have seemed ... insincere to me? What with all the build-up and the whole theme. It really makes me happy to hear that the imperfect ending I chose for them is appreciated! Thanks a lot for your comment ♥ Hearing that people liked this fic makes the work I put into it worth it.
This was just pure beauty ;A; I just finished reading and I'm still dazed but I wanted to tell you how much I love you or writting such an amazing fic. THANK YOU!!!♥♥♥♥♥
NO I THANK YOU FOR READING AND COMMENTING! Srsly, thank you so much, your comment makes me really happy >////< Especially that I managed to make you feel dazed even after finishing reading it. That really is an amazing compliment, and makes me feel as if I did my job right.
Oh this is a beautiful piece of fiction, probably my favorite story of yours. I love the way you created this universe, the imperfection of it, how Yifan will never be fully healed, it was all so realistic and heartbreaking. I love the evolvement of Yixing and Yifan's relationship to the point where, as you said, they can't be whole without each other, that was just beautiful. You had my emotions strapped and stapled into the front car of a rollercoaster, and I am still working on freeing myself (and with my usual emotional detachment this is a little new for me). Thank you so much for writing this, you never disappoint<3
asdgdahgskag thank you so much >///< I'm especially happy that the imperfection of it spoke to you bc that was the point that was the most important to me from the beginning, that this story wouldn't end all positively after all the build-up. I AM FEELING SO FLATTERED HEARING ABOUT THAT ROLLERCOASTER THING like honestly, that's probably one of the biggest compliments I could hope for; that the feelings of the story linger even after you finished reading. I'm glad I didn't disappoint your expectations >____< And that this story might be your favourite of my stories means that the effort I put into it was worth it ♥
I have read this a few days ago but I can't keep myself from not leaving a message for you. ANDOISAIBNXIOSABOA I CAN'T PUT INTO WORDS HOW THANKFUL I AM FOR THIS FIC. I WANT YOU TO KNOW FANXING LEFT ME BROKEN YOU LEFT ME BROKEN HUHU THANK YOU FOR THAT :<... )
I read this when you first wrote it and although I cant put it all into words about every little thing i liked, i just wanted to say i absolutely loved this fic! it made me sad and a little bit heartbroken at times, but you just wrote it so well and conveyed all the feeling so so well! i dont even know how you managed to get up to 45k!! thats amazing! i really love every one of your fanxing fics, and i have to add that through each of your fics the improvement in your writing each time always shows (and you started off excellent so you're just getting even better!) i really loved this so much ^^
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I'm kind of sad that yifan will never be fully healed and I was dreading the moment that he'll kill himself - but I'm glad that didn't happen! Even though it's not the perfect solution, the way this fic ended was just amazing in its imperfectness. Hehe thank you so much for this wonderful, wonderful fic!!
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Yeah, I also felt sorry for Yifan (and Yixing) so much while writing this fic. But right from the beginning I knew that I couldn't give this story a "and everything is well" ending bc it would have seemed ... insincere to me? What with all the build-up and the whole theme. It really makes me happy to hear that the imperfect ending I chose for them is appreciated!
Thanks a lot for your comment ♥ Hearing that people liked this fic makes the work I put into it worth it.
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Srsly, thank you so much, your comment makes me really happy >////< Especially that I managed to make you feel dazed even after finishing reading it. That really is an amazing compliment, and makes me feel as if I did my job right.
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Thank you so much for writing this, you never disappoint<3
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I AM FEELING SO FLATTERED HEARING ABOUT THAT ROLLERCOASTER THING like honestly, that's probably one of the biggest compliments I could hope for; that the feelings of the story linger even after you finished reading.
I'm glad I didn't disappoint your expectations >____< And that this story might be your favourite of my stories means that the effort I put into it was worth it ♥
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