I had a great couple of weeks road triping around the country. I love my guy friends and I also love my disability group. I sometimes think about college with this sense of less close friends. They are just different friends. They always make me happy they are the people who can just really make me not think about anything serious and I am a really ( Read more... )

I am going to El to visit maggie tomorrow and then after that I get to go bride maid dress fabric shoping with nique. I am quiet excited to not be at my house for so long!!! I also finished all the standing comittee on disability stuff I have been working on. Also new phone interview YAY!! So hopefully good weekend.

I decided to start an LD blog about my experiences.... I don't know if it will be good but I think having that some place more accessible might be good. Check it out if you want http://lavldblog.blogspot.com/ 

I know more then anything that I want to work in student affairs more and more I dream about it. I only see this goal to help people but I keep thinking there is so much in me there is so much determination. I see this as a calling as much as I feel so lost right now more then anything I really know I am fighting for a dream that is right ( Read more... )

So far I have been in 3 weddings and am going to be in 2 more. My friend Maggie said I am like the girl from 27 dresses cause I have been in so many... The thing is though i think I am probably done after her wedding. Who knows I don't mind it. I don't know I did almost cry during this movie cause I related to much. I sometimes wonder if in my love ( Read more... )

I work my but off I always have I find myself searching for this great thing.... I keep hoping some university will see me as okay. I don't know if I am really that good of a person. I feellike most of the time all I do is work I don't know how to deal with being myself...

I leave Iowa today as in today monday wow wish I had a job to go to... in a lot of ways I am looking forward to moving home. but in a lot of ways not. Mainly most people I like here are gone so I might as well leave. I miss michigan probably for the first month I can just treat it like I am in michigan to visit.... after a month though I think it ( Read more... )

I think I am going to miss Iowa some what but not really the state really the women's center and friends of the women's center most of which will all be gone except like 4 people when I leave. I hate leaving.

So for how frustrating yesterday was today was really good. No cavities for Val :). Penny was arround at work so I got to do stuff again.... I hate being board. Had dinner with a friend and that was fun. And I think tomorrow I am going to go grocery shoping and work....

somepeople dislike goodbyes.... I dislike the week after you say the goodbye cause it is really easy to hug someone really tight and tell them they are amazing.. it's when you go to your normal places and they aren't there or you feel their presence in a place and it is almost like a ghost is around and you can't see them. Those are the hard parts ( Read more... )