I saw my friend one last time yesterday, lying in his coffin. and today, i got laid off work for looking for another job, what the fuck is that? heres the story.... My dad is starting his own hurricane business and hes was going to take some of the staff from the current hurricane place that me and him were working for. Apparently someone was a ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of this bullshit. Im finally done, ive lost 2 friends already, one died in his sleep 2 weeks ago and now a couple days ago i lost my friend in a car accident, because some fuckin' ASSHOLE didnt want to fuckin' stop at a goddamn RED LIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! I SWEAR TO FUCKIN' GOD, LEARN HOW TO FUCKIN DRIVE!!! it was on the news if anyone heard ( Read more... )

The show last night went pretty good, even though we played at 1:30 in the fuckin morning. then we decided to go dennys after so i didnt get home til 7am...lol. woke up at 4. But hopefully this sundays show goes good, i need one of the shows to go good this weekend. If anyone wants to go, its at 9 - 9:45 at murphys law in the hard rock. $10 at the ( Read more... )

theres moments in life where you just actually stop and pause your life...just to think. Moments make you cry, moments make you drink, moments make you fall into a decision that'll change everyones life. You sit down, realize all your failures in life, drink a little and try to forget. you're no longer happy who you are, losing happiness for what ( Read more... )

i...think im out...of the circle....i guess because i dont do certain things, or im not fun or whatever the case may be....i dont know.....just to much shit going on....id snap but then it would be pointless... fuck it......death.....

SON OF A BITCH IM GOING TO FUCKIN' BREAK YOOOOOUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm sick of this bullshit....

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This is me for forever ( Read more... )

Im here over at my drummers apartment mooching off his electricity...lol. yay! i can talk to the outside world...lol. i still dont have power and telephone..fucked up with the phone thing. i hope i get it back b4 next week. its going to be hot as fuck...lol. oh well shit happens