what lies do I tell myself to get me outta bed each day?

there is no lie.
I want to live my life to the last drop in the event that I suddenly have to become responsible (HELPFUL SUBTEXT: for my sister)

and maybe there are two lies.
but you'll never know.

That is what I wrote before my Art History Exam.

i think the real question is what lies do I tell ( Read more... )

Sleep--the closest thing you are to being dead. I don't know if you have ever fallen asleep really happy, or really high, or just where you make the conscious decision to fall asleep instead of crashing, but that feeling is so amazing it may just be the most alive I've felt in a long time ( Read more... )

I just read a lot of my old entries and I can pin point change ( Read more... )

I went back and editted some portion of this and added.

I think in fragments. I think. America thinks in fragments and that's why everyone thinks we're stupid.
And we are stupid.

And if we're not thinking in fragments it's miniature movies, with soundtracks or images frozen in time.

When people perform psychoanalysis are they just finding the subtexts ( Read more... )

I like sunsets and fast car rides with windows down and music blaring.
I like Ben Folds, Brand New and Blink 192.
I think every moment has a song. I think every song has a picture in my mind... or a movie... or a person.
I like roadtrips, playing pool and pretending to be cool.
I like drinking when I'm not supposed to, and blaming it on you.
I like ( Read more... )

Saturday's rehearsal went very well. I strolled home from rehearsal only to clean and await the arrival of two "College Creekers." Mandy and Audrey ( Read more... )

Last night we celebrated Eric's birthday it was the most successful party of the school year I think. Especially after Thursday night's events and Brian's Birthday ( Read more... )

The Nerd is going really well. I'm very pleased. Maggie even emailed me telling me she'd heard good things about me and Eric ( Read more... )

If this year contiues to feel as great as it does right now.

HOLY SHIT!

Just may be the best year ever. Let's look at why, shall we...

-The Nerd...umm, how far ahead of schedule are Eric and I? And we are training to Freshmen. And our cast loves us. Stress free stage managing anyone? Me and Eric work very well together. Plus it's going to be over in ( Read more... )

Physically...I need to start working out. NO I DO NOT THINK I AM FAT. Though, I have gained weight...[that's also been a good thing ;)] I need to get in shape. I need to eat heathier...I wanna live longer.

Emotionally. More stable then usual...actually feeling emotion which is very weird for me. Ya know?

Mentally. In a good place. Figuring things ( Read more... )