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May 26, 2007 23:44

S

I’m leaving the country.
You can’t stop it. And even if you could, I wouldn’t want you to. I want to leave.
It’s like I’m suffocating.
My whole life, I just feel like I’m waiting. Well maybe this is what I’ve been waiting for?
I need to breathe.
This is my chance. Why can’t you just be happy for me? I’m happy for you. Even if I don’t like your choices, I’m happy for you.
Please, why can’t you do the same for me? I need you to be happy for me.
I need you to accept the fact that I’m leaving. That I want to leave and just be happy for me.
Or if you can’t do that, stop acting like nothing has changed, stop acting like I haven’t told you this monumental thing and like everything’s fine.
I can’t stand that.
I need to breathe. Please. Just let me.

- H
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