Things I Don't Want:

○ To have to kill again
○ My powers
○ Hurting children
○ Not being able to feel
○ Relying on the logical

Things I Want:

○ Quiet Days
○ For Laura and her family... to have quiet days, too
○ For their happiness
○ ... a little happiness to myself, if it's not too much to ask

Ah...

Scarecrows aren't so bad. At least, the one around my place wasn't. ... We got a lot done. It was less startling than the lynx I woke up with a few days earlier.

Duchess Fortuna, I saw you needed more help... ?

Mm... I baked a lot more than I meant to. Hei, I'll bring some by. ... Lin, did you want some, too?

[Rustling, a pause]

... Rince... wind?

[faint, near indistinguishable voices]

I think Hex has him Arch-chancellor.

Good show, Stibbons. This is some good quantu-

[the rustling again, and then silence]

... oh. He's gone.

N- No, I don't want to kill anymore-

Stay away from me! Especially children, you should stay away from me-

I don't want my powers to come back... I don't want to kill anymore, I said I didn't want to kill anymore-

There's so much blood on my hands and I didn't even feel it...

Just stay away from me, or next time my powers come back I don't ( Read more... )

He's gone.

I'm not proud of anything I've done. ... Particularly in life.

... Has anyone seen Hei?

Pity.

I think I would have liked being affected today.

I'd have liked to know what my soul looks like, if I have one.

... I can feel it.

I can-

... This feeling is-

Ah. Again.

The feeling is of no consequence.

[ooc; Mirror City Havoc is contractor Havoc~]

... I should eat something.

Drink... something.

... Bandages. Surely we have... bandages.

Around here... somewhere...

Ah. ... Is this how all of those children felt, I wonder? Is this... how they felt...

[ooc; Havoc donated blood to Henry since she's one of the few seemingly not affected by the blood magic, but it dredged up some nasty ( Read more... )

I don't know... what I want anymore. I don't know what to do.

I still dream of quiet days. ... But they always seem farther and farther away, no matter what I do. Every time I try to forget those days I-

Mm. I don't like this feeling-

[ooc; c- cursed]