prepare myself for a war, though i dunno what i'm doin this for
before i even look out, i'm pissin all of my bullets about
i could wait for you like that hole in your boot waiting to be fixed
i could wait for you but good would that do...leave me pricked.

cheers, darlin. cheers to you and your lover.
cheers, darlin. i got years.

this whole school thing ( Read more... )

not for nothin', but i'm extremely calm this early afternoon which is funny because yesterday was so effing hectic.

i had so much fun at the premiere. we got there and, somehow, i didn't expect it to be that...immense. there was this huge water tower that read 
CONCORD
with this equally massive Cars poster over it. the speedway itself was tricked out ( Read more... )

what is so amazing about our sensory system is that we can automatically link a certain smell with a certain place, feeling, or, most commonly, person. when you smell a smell that you haven't experienced in quite some time, it is almost magical. i swear to you, for the past month, every so often (at least twice a week), the delicate mixture of old ( Read more... )

creating a new journal is a pain in the neck ( Read more... )

I ADORE PARMESAN AND OTHER SOFT CHEESES.
NOT CHEDDAR
NOT PROVOLONE
JUST THOSE TWO...

jealous?

I guess not.

AP Testing is a joke. Seriously, man, it was so effing teeeeeeeedious. We spent about an hour bubbling stupid, general stuff out and then had Ms. Whatever Her Name Is just repeat stuff over and over again. And she'd do it slowly as possible- as if to say

"I think ya'll are ignorant"

I felt that I did well on my 1st and 3rd essays, but I only wrote 2 ( Read more... )

It is no so much that this week completely lowered my expectations for the weeks to come, but it was because of friday.
I felt okay for the 1st half of the day and everything went well until the second half of whitesides class, when we had to do this writing exercise that had to do with The Things They Carried. 
It was the analysis the person did of ( Read more... )

i'm eating jerk/hot wings at the moment and boy, are they tasty.
i'm worried about AP TESTING.
i'm concerned that he hasn't called but for some reason not too concerned.
i'm still single.
i have two monologues and two scenes to write
i have to finish french that i've been putting off for a week

i need to breathe.

i put a new video on my myspace.
i like it alot.

headache.

Dear Retard,
Stop complaining about life. I've had to deal with your whining, and yearning, and all those "ings" this past week. I'm sick of it. I truly hate the way you try to make people feel sorry for you because you don't need it. Get OVER the whole prom thing. Get OVER yourself... Baby, just chill oooout. You're not unattractive or stupid or ( Read more... )