I hope you don't mind me adding you, I saw your posts on proanorexia today. I know what it's like to want to die. I face that every day. I ask myself why I'm still here when I so badly just want to end it all. Anyway, I've been looking for some people to talk to on livejournal and I think we could really support each other. On a different note, definitely start a dream journal! I have found some of the most interesting ideas in my dreams. If nothing else, they can be hysterical to read later on. :)
I'm sorry that you feel the desire to die too. It's an awful feeling. And then some times, like right now, I feel fine. Foolish for how I acted and felt the day before. But then something as small as a dirty look or a stubbed toe can turn me on a dime again...until the next morning when I wake up with some sort of optimism. It's a bizarre cycle.
I used to have a dream journal in jr. high...some crazy stuff did come out of it. Often I'll be eating dinner or riding in the car with someone and all of a sudden I'll be like "oh! I had a really strange dream last night!" haha...I'm a very active dreamer and there's always something crazy going on in my mind at night, every night, without fail. I'm glad most of my dreams aren't scary though or I would never sleep. They are just bizarre.
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Anyway, I've been looking for some people to talk to on livejournal and I think we could really support each other.
On a different note, definitely start a dream journal! I have found some of the most interesting ideas in my dreams. If nothing else, they can be hysterical to read later on. :)
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I'm sorry that you feel the desire to die too. It's an awful feeling. And then some times, like right now, I feel fine. Foolish for how I acted and felt the day before. But then something as small as a dirty look or a stubbed toe can turn me on a dime again...until the next morning when I wake up with some sort of optimism. It's a bizarre cycle.
I used to have a dream journal in jr. high...some crazy stuff did come out of it. Often I'll be eating dinner or riding in the car with someone and all of a sudden I'll be like "oh! I had a really strange dream last night!" haha...I'm a very active dreamer and there's always something crazy going on in my mind at night, every night, without fail. I'm glad most of my dreams aren't scary though or I would never sleep. They are just bizarre.
And I'm Whitney by the way...
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