when you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

there used to be such joy ( Read more... )

nothing can be guaranteed ( Read more... )

i've been happy for the past 2 days. being happy is such an incredible feeling.

arg i feel all dirty.. i should go take a shower or something. but then, alass, it will be freezing getting out.

it's raining and i like someone. it's your move, now.

don't know why i'm up, yet here i am. i had dreamed of an early night of sleeping, but that hope is long gone. lately there seems to be many restless nights. somehow i have trouble telling myself that it's okay to go to bed. i have trouble getting under the sheets alone. i have trouble turning out lights. it's not fear, it's a restlessness, a ( Read more... )

to answer your question. it makes me sad because i know you'll never like me as much as i do you. i know i can never fully have your heart because it still belongs to someone else. you make me so happy because you are. you exist. you are you. everything about you makes me happy. but here i am sitting all sad and alone because i know it can never be ( Read more... )

erm.. i can't sleep and i have school tomorrow. maybe you could come sing me to sleep ( Read more... )

i ditched school today and stayed home. i ended up sleeping until 2:45pm and then watched more shitty TV than anyone should ever watch in one sitting. Chris asked me out. i'm supposed to go on a date with him this friday. he's taking me to some ghetto punk club in old town, classy? classy ( Read more... )

i'm stuck in Maui ( Read more... )

so this is it. i suppose this is where i tell all my secrets to a computer screen and pretend the world can't read them. well the good news is i don't think the world knows i exist or cares much about the life of a teenager named michelle ( Read more... )