Private to Fio/Brittanylescorn_brittMarch 1 2012, 14:29:13 UTC
Thank you. I just - I have this secret. And I thought people, at least my friends, would be okay with it if I told them - but I tried, and one of them said something that really hurt. I just don't know who it's safe to talk about this with. I don't want to get hurt like that again...
Re: Private to Fio/Brittanycamera_obscura1March 1 2012, 18:40:26 UTC
Well, it really depends on what it is. I would like to think that I wouldnt judge you. You're a really sweet person and I cant think of a single thing you could have a secret about that would upset someone enough to be mean to you.
Re: Private to Fio/Brittanylescorn_brittMarch 2 2012, 14:34:33 UTC
I'm sure you wouldn't - you really seem super nice. I - I just don't know if I should tell anyone else who's on the Cheerios, you know? I don't know what Coach would do if she found out. I don't know if she'd care, or if she'd throw me off the squad, or...I don't know.
Private to Brittany/Lilianlilian_i_mMarch 1 2012, 05:02:31 UTC
Alright, first, in case you were concerned about me replying to a second one of your posts even though we don't know each other, I would like to assure you that I am not stalking you. As a senior, I just feel that it is my duty to be a leader for my fellow students, so I try my best to follow what is happening at our school so as to identify any potential crisis. Not that Principal Figgins always listens when I bring these crisis to his attention, he has rejected all of my requests to have slushies banned.
That being said, your posts have a tendency to be concerning and that has made it difficult for me to ignore them.
What kind of safe are we talking about here? Is someone hurting you? If so, I can help direct you to the people you should see.
Re: Private to Brittany/Lilianlescorn_brittMarch 1 2012, 14:42:28 UTC
No, it's totally okay - I think it's awesome that you're trying to make sure everyone's okay and that you take ideas to Principal Figgins. Maybe I can do that when I'm a senior. I have lots of ideas.
Anyway, sorry, I got sidetracked for a sec. And no, nobody's hurting me, it's not like that. It's just that there's this secret about me. And I tried to talk to one of my friends about it, but she said something really mean. And now I just don't know who to talk to. I need to talk to...to somebody like me. But I don't know how to find someone like me without telling people my secret. And if I do that, then everybody's going to know, and I...I just don't know what to do. I don't know how to find someone. I don't know who's safe. I just...I don't know.
Re: Private to Brittany/Lilianlilian_i_mMarch 1 2012, 15:20:20 UTC
If you have lots of ideas, why wait until you are a senior? Principal Figgins might not implement your ideas but he will listen to them and it never hurts to get your ideas out there. Nothing ever changed by saying nothing
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Re: Private to Brittany/Lilianlescorn_brittMarch 1 2012, 15:49:28 UTC
Yeah, I guess you're right - if he thinks they're silly, he just won't use them, right? Nothing bad's going to happen if he doesn't like my ideas.
Oh - no, Coach wouldn't...I mean, I don't think...ugh, I don't know why this has to be so hard. Maybe I'm dumb for doing this, but I think because I don't know you as well this might be easier. I'm just going to spit it out. I like girls. I'm a - a lesbian, I guess. And it's really hard. I don't know anyone else who is, and I don't know who I can talk to about it. I thought that maybe my friend would understand, but she...she said that I'm not normal. It really hurt, and I'm really confused. I'd just really like to talk to somebody - somebody who understands.
I really don't expect you to help with this, it's not your problem - but thank you. For listening. It means a lot.
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Brittany, if you need an ear, mine is always open.
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That being said, your posts have a tendency to be concerning and that has made it difficult for me to ignore them.
What kind of safe are we talking about here? Is someone hurting you? If so, I can help direct you to the people you should see.
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Anyway, sorry, I got sidetracked for a sec. And no, nobody's hurting me, it's not like that. It's just that there's this secret about me. And I tried to talk to one of my friends about it, but she said something really mean. And now I just don't know who to talk to. I need to talk to...to somebody like me. But I don't know how to find someone like me without telling people my secret. And if I do that, then everybody's going to know, and I...I just don't know what to do. I don't know how to find someone. I don't know who's safe. I just...I don't know.
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Oh - no, Coach wouldn't...I mean, I don't think...ugh, I don't know why this has to be so hard. Maybe I'm dumb for doing this, but I think because I don't know you as well this might be easier. I'm just going to spit it out. I like girls. I'm a - a lesbian, I guess. And it's really hard. I don't know anyone else who is, and I don't know who I can talk to about it. I thought that maybe my friend would understand, but she...she said that I'm not normal. It really hurt, and I'm really confused. I'd just really like to talk to somebody - somebody who understands.
I really don't expect you to help with this, it's not your problem - but thank you. For listening. It means a lot.
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