Be still, my beating heart...

[leoparda]

There is a place outside normal consciousness, not quite dreaming, where souls touch and natural laws are suspended. The Australian Aborigines call it the Dreamtime, when the world was new and spirits walked openly. Nowadays it can be experienced throught the state known as lucid dreaming

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[fabulousjen]

It's weird how that happens. I remember one time I had been lying in bed rockin out and then was suddenly overcome with the strangest feeling, the first thing that came to mind was a friend of mine who lives in Southern California. We were close, very close, and we hadn't even met. The only thing keeping us apart was distance, which is never fun.

All I could think about that night was him, and what was happening. I knew somehow inside what had taken place, but it seemed surreal.

I called him the next morning and it turned out he had lost his virginity at that moment. He told me the time and everything. It was odd.

He still to this day doesn't know that I knew before he even told me.

[leoparda]

That scares me... that I'll feel him when' he's with her... I don't think I could bear it.

*cries softly into her pillow*

[fabulousjen]

Honey... *hugs*

I know what it feels like, but unfortunately there's nothing much you can do other than to disassociate yourself from him for a while. I kept feeling him have sex (sounds incredibly odd...) for about a week, but that was because during that week I realized just how much I really did care about him.

It will get easier.
Just hang in there.

[leoparda]

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