I was sitting here at work, and I began thinking about one summer when I was about 9 or 10. My younger brother and I were bored out of our minds, so we decided to have a competition on who could stay awake the longest. I ended up winning by staying up for almost three days straight. I can honestly say that was probably my first psychedelic ( Read more... )

What has nine arms and sucks?
Def Leppard

HA!
courtesy of FHM

So I'm sitting here at work and some guy walks in because he needs to sign up for counseling. The receptionist was out to lunch so I had to help him, and you know what I realized...I am so easily disgusted by people. Not disgusted as in "oh he looks gross" but in a "I can't believe we are the same species" type of way. I have known this for a while ( Read more... )

I look at my surroundings, breathe in my environment, and am left with the sad remnants of disillusion. I no longer want this dream, it has ceased to be my own...maybe it never was. All I ever believed I wanted, everything that I was so delicately and deliberately trained to strive for, leaves me with a void deeper than my soul. I'm left with no ( Read more... )

Why is it that I'm always depressed? I mean, I have a great life. I just graduated college after so many years of hard work, I have an awesome job lined up with Boeing that's gonna pay me a shit load of money, I have an understanding boyfriend, and I live on my own in a cool apartment in Downtown Long Beach. So why does something just not feel ( Read more... )

I really hate the fact that my picture is going to pop up everytime I post something.

I also hate mindless shit fucks who don't know when to just relinquish.

I am grateful it's Friday though, I've had too long of a week.

Party on...

Last night: played pool with friends in dingy bar, got drunk, went to less dingy bar, ran into some acquaintances, argued-debated-bitched, never heard my jukebox selections, got more drunk, grabbed a bite at 2 am, deliberated some more, checked in at 3:30 ( Read more... )

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