I've been in a good mood lately, thats why I havn't been writing. I feel better, maybe things are going in my favor for once. I'm being careful it doesn't die. Still, some things aren't just the way I'd like them, but who gets everything they want ( Read more... )

You violate.

Something boils in me today. I'm here with my thoughts, but yet, not sure what to say. A lonelyness resides in me. Comes out at the most relaxing of times. Its snowing. A few days ago, Shaina described a romantic moment, I remember it. Thinking of things like that, it would give me pain, if I didn't want it so much. I need someone.

I AM 80% TORTURED ARTIST!
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Man, I don't see the girl in two and a half years, and then twice in four days.
I miss all my friends so much. I want a time machine for christmas. :'(

Last night, I had the best 5 minutes of my life in two and a half years. We were at the mall, and walking past a booth (the one with the stuffed animals and chocolates) I glanced at one of the people working there and thought one of them looked firmiliar. We past again and we caught eachothers eyes. It was one of my best friends, Jen. I havn't ( Read more... )

I AM 20% EMO!
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The past two days have been good for me, I suppose. It reminded me of how much I need to get out of my house. Althought it was good for me, I am still haunted. I feel I have no use for me heart, it feels pointless. Also, my past ( Read more... )

One day, I will own a house. And that house will have wall to wall white carpeting. There will be no furniture, decorations, or trinkits. The only light, will be a 40 watt light bulb hanging from a string in the center of each room. The outlets will be painted over, black. No doors or hinges remain in my house, except for the door to enter my ( Read more... )

Deal the cards ( Read more... )