my exhaustion: let me show you it.

[left_coast_cat]

On a personal note, I've been MIA due to my awesome hypothyroidism + recent period + flu, I feel like shit. Becks has gotten plenty of sex from me, but I have zero-to-no interest in getting any back. I can't relax and enjoy the ride, as they say. I've purposely been neglecting the ol' boys, because they are too much effort - physically, mostly. I

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[g0newiththesin9]

*hugs* i'm sorry, i hope you feel better soon

[left_coast_cat]

t/y. in one week at least i'm off the diet and back on the hormones: yay for that.

[g0newiththesin9]

yes def, yay for that

[agirl_gonemad]

Wow, what a list. Can you do soy? I'm tired and my eyes fail me.

Art needs to understand that you're unhappy and uncomfortable. Real life means that people cannot be on their best behavior all the time, no matter how much they try. Love means accepting that and knowing when to just let something go.

Then again if I did that to Thomas he'd sulk.

[left_coast_cat]

i really appreciate this comment.

no soy, no soy. SAD since i am (well, can't eat fish on this diet) a pescatarian and i usually eat a TON of soy, tofu and soy sauce.

it irks me to no end that he'd want me to be "on my best behavior" during such a hard time for myself. if anything, he should be *more* empathetic and expect this to be a trying time in our relationship - a phase to be passed and to make us stronger, instead it feels like he views it like a personal insult that i'm not treating him like the honoree he feels he is. sucky.