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Forward Motion
I'm so excited to be moving out of my ghetto and into an apartment that is only slightly less ghetto. We're down sizing to a two bedroom because our room mate decided to go into the army...it was a random decision I think. He just graduated and now this? So, now rent is going to be a lot more for me and I'm now on the hunt for a new job to ( Read more... ) -
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The last couple of weeks have been rough. I'm soo tired of worrying, tired or stressing, and losing sleep. I just hope everything works out as it should. I have been stressing over my grandma, so far in the past month she has had three brain surgeries. I brought her home on wednesday so she can relax and recover for three weeks until they go in ( Read more... ) -
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I hate that people think I'm not very nice because the things I say come out completely wrong. It's meant with good intentions but said in a way that could be considered sarcastic. Like when the girl I work with seemed to be hinting that we should hang out more, outside of work. She mentioned that this monday and wednesday she was off and had ( Read more... ) -
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So here I sit in the school's book store, beside the java city section watching the people go by. It's irregularly quiet and it's putting me to sleep. -
everything is relative
Feeling stressed. I have so much work to do and yet I feel like this semester was such a waste...I feel like my first 2 years were a waste. I just didn't know what I wanted. I thought I knew. What if I get started with all of this and decide its not what I want? I'm stuck. I don't know what to do about all of this. I feel like I'm trying to catch ( Read more... ) -
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It is waaaaaay too early in the morning to be at school still studying...or way too late? either way, this is lame. I don't even feel productive anymore. eff this. -
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I feel so blank. I can just sit here and not think of anything while listening to whatever plays on my ipod...maybe it's just cause I don't want to put in the effort to study tonight...but I just can't get myself started.
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The body farm
Procrastinating= the worst thing I could do for myself. I had 30 days to do my background check for the internship I applied for at the PD, I just started it today and its due on monday. I don't even have all of it filled out yet. Some people I've listed as references haven't called me back so I can get all their info that's required and now I'm ( Read more... ) -
It's that time of year.
I love walking through school and just getting this feeling of unsuppressed comfort and ...I dunno familiarity? I love both the begining of fall and the spring. The sun is out and warming you just enough to where you're warm, but still have to wear a sweater or how the sky is so predominantly blue with huge billowing clouds filling that empty ( Read more... ) -
The interview
I made it though my interview today for the police recruit position. I felt to stupid for a while there and am still cringing at myself because I said both of the officers names wrong. I'm horrible with names and usually do everything possible to not say someone's name. I don't know why. I just hate calling people by there names, like i don't ( Read more... )