greetings from the potato state ( Read more... )

so I realized that I haven't updated all summer. yet, I check livejournal all the time. Hypocritical? yes.

a tally of this summer so far:

Inches grown: 1/2!!!!! ( I thought I was done, okay?)
Barbeques: 1
Concerts: 1
Rooftop fireworks: 1
Arrests witnessed: 1
Hot tub soaks: 2
Emotional breakdowns: 2
V. late night park visits: 2
Movies watched: 2 (bewitched ( Read more... )

So this is cheesy and dumb, but you know what? shove it.

THIS IS FOR THE SENIORS.

There are places I remember
All my life, though some have changed,
Some forever, not for better,
Some have gone and some remain.
All these places had their moments,
With lovers and friends I still can recall,
Some are dead and some are living,
In my life I’ve loved them all ( Read more... )

TODAY. MARKS. MY. 15th YEAR. OF. LIFE.

YES, IT IS MY BIRTHDAY. (thansk colleen)

"year 14" was a really interesting year. I definetly learned alot, and met people I could never imagine my life without now. I have learned from some.. uhh... mistakes. And I have many mistakes ahead of me, I'm sure. But I want to leave the past in the past now.

I have:
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DEAR KEITH.

GO DIE. ASAP, PLEASE. I DON'T LIKE TO BE KEPT WAITING.

-LAURA

In regards to my last post...

so I really appreciate everyone's support and all, I need it. but I didn't think you'd figure out who I was talking about so easily. I was mostly venting.

so if you know, please don't talk about it (ecxept with me...) and leave him alone.

I WANT TO KEEP THE DRAMA LEVEL AT A MINIMUM.

IF NOT FOR HIS SAKE, FOR MINE, ( Read more... )

No, I'm not okay. I won't be for a while. But at least I realize this now: he is a chicken.

Chicken, coward, deuche bag, ass hole.

and I can't hate him.

Thank you to the few people who do know what's going on, you are so important to me. and for the people who saw, thanks for all the offers to beat him up. five total.

( I never thought I'd live a god damn dashboard song. )

And how could anybody deny you
I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter
Now I met you
And honey you should know
That I could never go on without you

Today has been the most awkward day. Hot as hell, obviosly.
But I couldn't find the tone of the day. Moods kept changing. The drummer just couldn't keep a steady beat.
I am in serious need ( Read more... )

+ The play is over.
- The play is over
-cried at the candle light ceremony, ALOT.
+went to muchas with some cool people after the show
- one paticular person was there, I can't handle his presence. I went home because of him.
-listened to someone say something that I 'm not so sure I can handle hearing..
+crossed the street like a chicken, twice.
+talked ( Read more... )

 confusion. frusteration. caution. comfort. calm. contentment.

different.

no one else does this to me. why does it have to be you?