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[learntoskank]

ARG!
err.
ok. i am so fucking frusterated right now.
1. jon
2. school.
3. parents
4. being a teenager ANGST.

JON. i love him, i won't lie.. BUT OMFG. ok.. os he is stressed out. right. he is working and can't maintain school right now. so he tried to quit earlier in the week, but they need him right now, so he couldn't do it. not that he couldn't

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[uber_tool_008]

Ok this is probably going to sound bad and contradicting but bear with me. I dont want you to cut and dont go back to starving your self again. I havent cut in a while and I am really proud of both of us for not doing so (you havent cut for a while have you if you havent good job if not then well......) and I would like to lose about 15 to 20 lbs for my bros wedding in dec. yes thats a long way away but we need to be fitted for dresses in the mean time so I have to get a head start. I love you and I know your parents love you hell i think some times my parents love my friends more than me. And if you want to go back to therapy I know they will ask why and you will have to explain but think of how bad it was before you went( you never ate and you were CARVING not cutting almost constantly) you know and i know that you probably dont want to go back to that so talk to them and explain why you want to go maybe not all the reasons or maybe just not all right now and they will probably let you go back. As for school I feel that way almost

[learntoskank]

thanks kates..
LOL. my middle name is LEANN! hahahah! :-D
oh by the way.. i got my permit the other day =D