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[leani]

ur bout to go out with steph to see nat play - steph you are so great, you inspire me to be better for me

still want drugs

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

got my tuition fees paid so that is really great
been working hard at my job earned 600 quid but its gone on rent and parties

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[daydreamerchloe]

Hope you are Ok Love. Was really nice to have an emotional one with you on the phone the other night. It kills me that we live so far apart and that even if we didn't, I dont know what I could do to help you be happy. I feel confused right now too. I just wrote a note dumping George, then I sit reading it and all I can read is my own fucked-up pysche through the words. Its me not him, and i'd be a fool to chuck the only thing that soothes me. I feel so confused about my life, who i am, what i want. I am moving home, giving up the flat to save money. I got an interview for a job in Hackney, but eww! Trekking to Hackney and dealing with ethnics all day is not my idea of the perfect start to the rest of my life. But what the hell is? A bed and a bottle of valium?? Why am i such a puss :(

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[daydreamerchloe]

need u please call xx