i also just wanted to say that i feel the same way Kristen does.... i feel like im falling further from my friends... and i dont want them to be friends with me if their just gonna use me... and im sick of being the 3rd wheel all the time.... and i DO try and work my in but its my fault when no one lets me in.... if you feel you want to clue me in ( Read more... )

i got this from meaghan and i just thought i should try it out ( Read more... )

what did i do to deserve this? nothing, i didnt do anything. and this is what i get? i spend every weekend at home while you are out with everyone. its not fair. i dont deserve this. im a person too. i have feelings, and heart. and right now both of them are broken. its just not right. yea well fuck this and fuck you... i cant take it anymore

i started kind of writing a song to play on guitar... im not very good with writing words.... so i wrote one for guitar... its only like the first 2 measures though.. but its a working progress so yea... thats about it ( Read more... )

uggghhhhh lets see ( Read more... )

blaahhhh.... nothing really to update... my last chance to make states is on saturday... wish me luck i guess....

o and does anyone wunna see the play with me on sat. night?? leave a comment if you do... that would be great thanks

0.4 SECONDS AWAY FROM STATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes i changed my lj..... there are sonethings i would like to do to it but i dont know how... for example, change the color of the scroll bar.... if you know how to do that please leave a comment telling me how to do it :)

o and i love how people tell me things (just saying)

i three stepped the hurdles... but why am i not happy about this!?!? i was until i got home... yup... you guessed it.... my brothers an asshole.

this is gonna be a really long entry so just bear with me... you WILL enjoy it ( Read more... )