The grass was greener , the light was brighter, the taste was sweeter

[le_purestatic]

weekends burn out pretty fast, the weekday nights feel so short. now that i reach home at 7.15pm everyday

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[theophyllia]

Hear, hear. I tend to subscribe to the philosophy that:

1) What you want, you may not get
2) What you get, you may not want
3) Even if you get what you think you want, you still may not be happy.
4) Because what do you know of true happiness anyway?
5) Therefore: misery is a fact of life, none of us know shit about anything, and life *is* supposed to suck. Sometimes, if not all the time.

According to Anderson Cooper, once you realise this, it is very liberating. However, it could also be suicidally depressing. So pick one. :D

(I think that guy is a bit fucked in the head himself, though.)

[le_purestatic]

suicidally depressing? nearly there..minus the suicidal part. philosophies are crap, i love conjuring them up in my head but when it comes down to it, you can't let these words drive your actions or fix your mindset. cuz actions speak louder than words. and those words aren't exactly pro-action. HAHAHA.

sadly i'm drawn to angst. just like i only listen indie and drink hot soup. cynicism is addiction. bad one. i'd think i'm a bit fucked up too in my head.

[le_purestatic]

every chance at being happy starts with the decision to try ya?

[theophyllia]

Of course, but angsty philosophizing is (paradoxically enough) fun, as long as you keep it in proper perspective. :P

[koukin00]

i was thinking about this when i looked at the rain lololol

[le_purestatic]

lololol great depressed minds think alike. :D

[plastikpoppy]

your becoming too wise for ur age mate!! ahhha.

but i agree with your sis.. our lives are fucked one way or another!

[le_purestatic]

wise? i would think not really... i'm just too cynical for my age...

we're fucked up but we gotta keep living. maybe cuz life is all about the pursuit of happiness.... some may never find it, some do... but mostly those who do is because they don't sit around and wait for things to happen that's why. they try many different things, fall in and out love many times. tasted every victory and defeat before they find their happiness.....

[theophyllia]

And now you're being wise. :D

[le_purestatic]

ah yes. i think it but acting it is another thing altogether. aren't we all hypocrites somewhat. >_

[dakara_]

Is going to be all PC and shit by saying stuff like I guess it takes alot of trial and error and hurt and fuckery to get where you wanna get - where you wake up everyday knowing it's what you want to do since the day you were born.

Sadly, it doesn't happen for most people, so my philosohpy is heck thinking so much and just try to make everything happy somewhat and try to ignore the greener pastures that I can't reach.

And the cliche: Life is supposed to suck, if not, we'd all just fall off the face of the Earth :D

[le_purestatic]

haha so true...... i like your optimism. i think in the end, we complicate too many things, think the heck too much about this and that, instead of making things right at the moment.

aww ILU. <3

[dakara_]

I tell people all the time that I don't want to plan for the future because I might just drop dead like, now. But the truth is that I'm just too scared of the future to do anything about it, plus the fact that I might not even end up getting what I want. And I don't want to have to face that.

Things should turn out fine. If you want something bad enough, the universe will somehow comply to make it come true.

♥

(rgding FB, am i talking too much about my dog of a boyfriend on my lj? AYAM SORRY BB)

[le_purestatic]

♥♥♥♥ you are ♥!

and NO LA u where got ever even mention a single word of your loveydovey escapades with your bf. and even if you do, i'm not gonna get annoyed/bitchy about it! it's only normal if you wish to write/chat/talk about him ALL DAY ALL NIGHT, i'd read your fabulous entries anyways. ♥

and correct me if im wrong, i don't think ur the kind of girl who likes to be exhibitionistic about their relationships?

[hmt1321]

Do you why I always sigh? I am a pessimist, think too much, born to be, I guess. I sighed for anything & everything since young, scolded by my parents quite often, but still, thing never change, I am still what I am, never once feel my life is complete and contented. Went through a lot, good or bad, guess what? I am still standing and doing things that I am good at, try to fulfill what I want & need, fulfill what I can contribute to my love one (wife, daughters & family) till my last breath. Maybe by then, I will stop my sigh. You, my daughter, I think you have inherited my bad gene. I am too old to change my problem, but you're still very young, you can change it. Just make yourself useful, live through a meaningful life, you should be fine. About relationship, just let it be, but be wise.

[le_purestatic]

ya...everytime i see you sighing and shaking your head. think too much negative things not good for health!! aiyo daddy no one is ever too old to learn new tricks right? i believe you can lor!