She wants nothing in this world to do with me - then why can't I stop thinking about her.

Tierd of everything.

R.I.P grandma.

I reallly wish someone would help me with my journal, it's so like yesterday ( Read more... )

I hate life.
I hate her.
I hate you.
I hate food.
I hate headaches.
I hate food.
I hate fat.
I hate baby bellies.
I hate me.

I don't have much time to talk, labtop is almost outta life, and I'm to lazy to sit while it's plugged in so whatever. I'll write all my words tomororw night no worry ( Read more... )

Finally got my crackers which mines I won't be pigging out on anything else just those. I must say I am addicted to them. I can eat a box like nothing. I don't know if that's good or what. I guess if that's all I'm eating it is. Can't wait to buy a scale next week so I know where I'm at. I hope I'm happy with myself by summer ( Read more... )

To sick to pour my heart out tonight ( Read more... )

Lost 10 pounds in 2 weeks.

30 pounds since I had my baby 2 months ago.

Only 10 cals today,

This is the best I've ever done since I start dieting when I was 14.

But now I'm bored, trying not to mucnch so I'm smoking like a chain smoker.

I'm thinking about coming back to this journal. Dosen't that sound farmiler? I don't know what to do. I want to write all the time, want to say so much, need to get so much out but when I get there and about to type I have nothing to say.. maybe not nothing just not knowing how to say it, scared to type it down. I don't know why I really don't ( Read more... )