the good times are killing me

[lazydaizy]

i feel like screaming. i feel like screaming until i've lost my voice completely. i feel it would be a scream, though, that no one would hear. just me with my mouth open and nothing meaning anything to no one. i feel like i'm being suffocated. from within and on the outside at the very same time. i feel so heavy. i think it's my hair

Comments

[akiwawa]

I sent you another message, and a better one too.

[icdelphinus]

i had a dream that we had one of those carnival rides in my back yard. you know, the ones where it looks like, and i'm not trying to freak you out with this, a spider with shoes on. it has the 8 bars with the little cars on the end of each one and when you get on, it picks up all the cars and swings them around in the air? whhhhy do i not know the name of this ride?

anyway, i had a dream that i was riding on that with my mom sitting next to me and you know who showed up in the backyard trying to get my mom's attention so that she would convince me to go out on a date with him. and

BLAH. i'm just gonna call you to explain this.

[lazydaizy]

you don't know the name cause you're brown.

and that was a pretty good explanation anyway. i think it means you should still go, you feel guilty and he's obviously broken-hearted.