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Jan 22, 2002 13:39

if I died today, I would say that, all in all, I don't hold any regrets.

suicide, ideas

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zard January 22 2002, 15:58:59 UTC
Oh good. I'm not particularly interested in you dying though. I'm just waiting for you to become a nun so that you can renounce all your possessions and give them to me. If I die however, you can have my car. Tell Oochie she can take over my lease, because apparantly I live in a sort of paradise to her.

Now, remember Maura, though, she said she would hold no regrets if she died...she felt as though she had completed her journey...and BAM, she got into a bus accident and died. I suggest that you come up with a good regret so that that doesn't happen.

It's like the Laurie Anderson song that I am going to now paraphrase. *Layna groans* There was this guy who said that the chances of being on a plane with a bomb on it were very small, but the chances of being on a plane with two bombs on it are astronomically small. So, if you bring a bomb onto a plane, you're much much safer due to probability ( ... )

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laynamarya January 22 2002, 17:56:34 UTC
I have no intention of dying anything besides my hair. I just bought hair color and I have a lot of papers to sort through. I have a whole bunch of prerequisites for dying, which are summed up in the idea that everything in my life has to be squared away. Which it isn't. So I can't ( ... )

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zard January 22 2002, 20:50:55 UTC
If I died today, I'd regret never having the chance to "run naked through the streets without my mask on...and to never wear galoshes in the rain!"

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laynamarya January 22 2002, 21:11:45 UTC
You're supposed to do that AFTER you die. Don't you listen to the lyrics?

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do you think your from a story? anonymous January 23 2002, 10:41:49 UTC
wtf do you think your from a story?

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Re: do you think your from a story? laynamarya January 23 2002, 15:49:22 UTC
I was actually just expressing my observation that I am pretty happy with the decisions I have made in my life, which is a good thing and means I could die with a clear conscience.

And yes, actually, I DO think I am from a story. This journal IS the story of my life. If you don't want to read my story, fine. Don't. You may return to your own realm, oh bringer of bad spelling to my journal.

Thank you for your consideration.

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Re: do you think your from a story? anonymous January 23 2002, 20:07:12 UTC
I only read stories with happy endings. (ok, that's not true, but boy are they nice...) When your life is fulfilled you should go live with a bunch of elves.

And to say that we are not capable of having ironic occurences in our lives, or things that have meanings or work toward happy endings is to say that there is no higher power or meaning in life. Which is an opinion, but not everyone will agree with it. I guess I'd rather think events work out like in a story....

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