im so cold! my fingers are ice, berrrrr, i think 9 blankets on my bed will do tonight

tomorrow i have to get up at 7:30 to get ready to be in derry by 10 for the stupid eye doctors for the third time this month. Maybe she will let me wear my contacts again. im so sick of wearing glasses! im tired of the headaches...and they look stupid. and i have ( Read more... )

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Lauren and Craig came today and visited for a while, yay!

There is something wrong today, there is something i feel guilty about or weird about or something is just not right. I cant figure it out. I get really sensitive around the holidays. Also i have diagnosed myself with seasonal depression. I hate the winter so much ( Read more... )

So finals are over and i am at home working nothing at all basically. This week i clocked in a totaly of 4 hours and 9 minutes. Atleast i have going to Derry on Sunday-Monday to look forward too. Also Loon with Nugga and MT on weds. No one is even up at the Harts house behind the restaurant, there is no where to go up here anymore. I can see why ( Read more... )

im going to go cry myself to sleep, and dream i was never born

i still dont know

always in doubt <- this needs to stop

called out of work today, found out i have a sinis infection, and i havent left my bed :( aww this is the worst, i never get sick! why me, i need these hours at work and i hate knowing someone had to fill in for me