Red Flags and Long Nights: Chapter Ten *Complete*
Title: Red Flags and Long Nights
Chapter: 10/10
Pairings: Hankyung/Siwon [minor! Kangteuk, Eunmin, Kimin, Kyuwook]
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst, Romance
Words: 3060/28300
Summary: AU whore!universe. Siwon’s friends decide to surprise him by taking him to a strip club, where he ends up falling for a beautiful dancer with sad eyes and a lonely smile.
Author’s Note: Don’t own anything.
Gahhhh! Sorry about the four months no update thing! I was seriously getting my ass kicked by school. College is not treating me well at all.
So who else is freaking out about this Hangeng leaving SM thing? Does this mean Super Junior is breaking up? Seeing as how Kibum has been MIA for over a year, and the whole Kangin thing… what does this mean? It’s pretty upsetting…
Anyway, last chapter. I haven’t written in a long while so sorry if it sucks. I apologize again for keeping you guys waiting! Hope you’ve enjoyed this fanfic! I do plan to write more before I go back to school in a month, so please look forward to it!
This is pretty much pure porn by the way. What did you really expect?
Chapter Ten
Siwon looked out his window, up at the darkening sky. The sun was slowly setting, disappearing over the buildings of Seoul. He sighed, turning away, drumming his fingers restlessly on the windowsill.
He couldn’t help but feel like a dark cloud was constantly hanging over his head. It seemed as if everyday that went by, it got easier and easier to forget what Hankyung looked like. Everyday, his smile would fade just a little bit in Siwon’s memory. His voice, his laughter, the feel of the other man underneath him… it was all slowly slipping away from him. Siwon sighed again and buried his head in his arms. Nearly a year later, and no word from Hankyung. Not that he really expected any.
I suppose this is what being in love feels like…
It kind of sucks.
Siwon looked down at the textbook in his lap. He closed it in frustration, throwing it not so gently onto his desk. Work simply wasn’t going to happen. Not when he couldn’t get that Chinese man out of his head. For the hundredth time he considered dropping everything, hopping on the earliest flight to China, and just roam the country looking for the other man.
But realistically, that would not work.
Siwon laid back on his bed, staring blankly at the ceiling. His bed felt so empty. He closed his eyes, hoping it would make thoughts of the other man go away, but it never did.
No one person should make me feel this way, he rationalized.
Fuck, I never should have let him leave. I’m going to live like a zombie for the rest of my life.
He banged his head back on his pillow, wishing that he had the strength to sit up and do it against a wall. He proceeded to repeat this action several times, trying to convince himself that if he did this enough times it could somehow make memories of the other man leak out his ears.
My life is a fucking mess and it’s entirely my fault, I never should have-
Knock knock.
Siwon sat up, not sure if he had actually heard a knock or if he had shook his head up a little too much.
The person knocked again and Siwon groaned, not wanting to get up.
He dragged himself up and to the door. Opening it with a face that clearly said he did not wish to be disturbed.
His hand dropped from the door knob as he took in who was in front of him.
Hankyung’s shy smile was every bit as beautiful as he remembered.
Siwon’s jaw dropped open. He blinked several times, making sure he was really awake.
“Hey,” Hankyung said softly.
Siwon remained speechless, suddenly wishing that he had showered and fixed his hair and not been in his pajamas to greet the man he loved, whom he hadn’t seen or heard from in a year.
Hankyung smiled at his silence. “You didn’t forget about me, did you?”
Siwon could only shake his head, still blinking his eyes, trying to make sure he hadn’t fallen asleep in his depression and was dreaming. As he waited for reality to slap him in the face and call him a fool, he stumbled backwards to let the other man in.
Hankyung stepped into the small room, closing the door gently behind him. “I was almost afraid you would have moved on by now. It’s… it’s been a long time.” he said softly.
The younger man shook his head again, still speechless. This was too good to be true. Was Hankyung really back?
Hankyung laughed gently, the sound so beautiful to Siwon’s ears. He shifted his feet awkwardly, “Come on, say something. Don’t just stare at me.”
Siwon blinked. “Y-you…” He cleared his throat awkwardly. “Your Korean’s gotten really bad.” He managed to choke out before realizing that that was definitely not what he had wanted his first words to Hankyung be when he returned.
Hankyung’s eyes widened before a smile spread to his face. He laughed embarrassedly, “Yeah, I’ve forgotten a lot of it. I hope you can still understand me. I just-”
“What are you doing back here?” Siwon asked softly. “Are you staying?” He asked quickly, not even trying to hide the hopefulness in his voice.
Hankyung nodded. “I contacted SM, and they want me back. I start training again in a few days at the company and I wanted-”
Siwon cut him off again but leaning forward and pressing his lips gently to the man before him. God, it had been too long… He moaned softly, arms slowly coming forward to wrap around the smaller man’s torso, pressing him against the wall behind him. He needed to feel him, make sure he was real and not a figment of his imagination. A year’s worth of need and want had built up inside of him, and he was feeling as if it was all too much to keep inside. But Hankyung’s fingers were curling around the fabric of Siwon’s cotton shirt, pulling their bodies closer together, and he realized that he didn’t care anymore. All was right again now that this man was back in his life.
A moment later they broke apart. Siwon stared into the other man’s eyes, slightly out of breath, head slightly spinning. He forgot that this man could do that to him. He couldn’t hide the stupid smile that he was sure had taken over his face by now.
“It’s been a while, huh?” Hankyung whispered, lust brewing in his eyes.
Siwon nodded. “Too long… too fucking long.”
“I know,” Hankyung said. “I’m sorry,” he whispered. “Sorry for being away for so long. Sorry for leaving in the first place. But I’m back now,” he gave a small smile. The familiarity of being with Siwon was almost overwhelming. Being away from him for nearly a year really made him realize just how much he cared about the other man. He missed the comfort that came with being in Siwon’s arms.
Siwon bent down slightly, lifting the other man up and catching him slightly by surprise. Hankyung let out a yelp before wrapping his legs around Siwon’s torso. Siwon led them both towards him bed, collapsing onto the soft sheets. Hankyung let out a soft moan, feeling the other man’s growing erection rubbing against his own. Siwon buried his face in Hankyung’s neck, inhaling that scent that was so close to being forgotten. “I missed you so much,” he murmured. “God, I fucking missed you.”
Hankyung ran his fingers through Siwon’s hair. It had gotten longer. “I missed you too.” He gently kissed the younger man’s cheek. His other arm was wrapped around Siwon’s waist. “I never once stopped thinking about you,” he murmured. Siwon turned his head slightly and their lips met again. Hankyung gently caressed Siwon’s face, as if trying to show how precious he was to him. His hands roamed down, feeling that muscular chest that he had missed so much. His eyes met Siwon’s and he rolled his hips upward. They both let out soft moans, so comfortable in each other’s arms again.
“You are so fucking beautiful,” Siwon murmured against him lips. “And you’re wearing too many clothes,” he smirked before sitting up and pulling Hankyung up with him, hands grasping for the bottom of his shirt eager to get it off the other man. He quickly lifted the shirt up, throwing it across the room, not even noting that it landed on Kibum’s bed. Hankyung’s hands found themselves under Siwon’s shirt, trailing upwards, massaging his muscles. He lifted the shirt up, kissing the skin that was slowly revealed to him.
Hankyung was going much to slow for Siwon’s liking. “You tease,” he groaned before pulling his own shirt off and pushing the other man back onto the mattress. “We’ll see how much you like it,” he whispered into his lips.
Siwon kissed his way into the crook of Hankyung’s neck, sucking gently on the sensitive flesh. His fingers were working to undo the other man’s belt buckle. Hankyung tried lifting his hips, but Siwon’s hands were keeping him still. He bit his lip, trying to keep silent. But then his jeans were off and he couldn’t contain his moan as Siwon palmed his erection through his boxers. He moaned louder, feeling his heart beat faster in his chest, no longer caring whether or not people next door could hear them through the thin dorm walls. “Fuck Siwon,” he gasped. “Hurry up, god it’s been too long.”
But Siwon paid him no heed, pulling the other man’s boxers down slowly, inching them down those hips that he had spent so many nights dreaming of. His eyes roamed up and down the naked body before him, drinking up the view of perfect skin and toned muscles. His flesh was no longer marred by bruises and handprints. He was perfect and gorgeous and completely naked for Siwon, and only Siwon. He leaned down, placing a kiss on that sensitive spot right below Hankyung’s breastbone, slowly working his ways down, placing more kisses as he went. His tongue crept out, leaving a cool trail on Hankyung’s hot skin. Siwon heard the other man let out another soft moan. Looking up, he smiled seeing him bite his lip, panting slightly, looking so cute and flustered that Siwon felt a flutter in his heart. And in his pants.
Hankyung lifted his head, almost glaring. “Oh, you bastard,” he whispered.
Siwon couldn’t contain his smile, turning his head to kiss the inside of Hankyung’s thigh, moving inward at a pace even slower if it was possible. Hankyung dropped his head back. He groaned in frustration, legs trying to tighten around Siwon but his strong arms came up to stop him.
“Patience,” Siwon chided him. He leaned down, placing a gentle kiss on the head of Hankyung’s cock.
“Fuck,” Hankyung hissed.
“I don’t remember you having such a dirty mouth,” Siwon teased. He wrapped his hand around Hankyung’s cock, slowly massaging it up and down, then faster, and slower again, almost driving Hankyung insane. He tried to lift his hips up, to make the other man go faster, but Siwon kept him steadily in place.
“Oh, I hate you so much right now,” Hankyung gritted through his teeth, his hand coming up to grip his own hair, chest heaving up and down.
Siwon smiled, reaching out his tongue, running it down the length of his cock and then up again to the tip, wrapping his lips around it and sucking gently. Hankyung’s fingers found their way to Siwon’s hair, burying themselves in the dark locks. He tried to buck his hips again but the other man just gripped him tighter.
Siwon hummed softly, mouth bobbing up and down, tongue swirling around the tip. Hankyung swore he was seeing stars behind his closed eyelids. The other man’s mouth felt so good wrapped around his cock, so hot and wet. He lifted his head to look down at the other man. The sight of Siwon with his lips wrapped around his cock made him moan again and he threw his head back, the sight too much for him to take.
“Fuck, Siwon.” He hissed, feeling his orgasm building up.
Siwon swirled his tongue again before letting Hankyung’s cock hit the back of his throat. His hands were massaging Hankyung’s thighs and he brought a hand up to gently cup his balls. He felt Hankyung’s legs tense, the hand grasping his hair tighten. The Chinese man let out another moan before coming in his mouth, hot liquid hitting the back of his throat.
Siwon swallowed all of it, giving his length another lick before letting him fall from his mouth. He made his way up to the man underneath him, who had seemingly been reduced to jelly. Hankyung’s eyes were closed, chest still panting, covered in a thin gleam of sweat. Siwon kissed him gently on the lips, and again when he got no response. Hankyung slowly opened his eyes, brown orbs still filled with a haze. He gave a small smile, still panting slightly. “Why are your pants still on?” He murmured.
Siwon smiled, sitting up, hands going towards his own belt buckle.
Hankyung closed his eyes, hand reaching up to brush his hair out of his eyes. He opened them to stare appreciatively at the man before him. He raised his eyebrows. “God, I forgot how hot you are.”
Siwon smirked, coming forward to catch the other man’s lips. Hankyung’s hands came around to Siwon’s back, then going lower to push the man’s hips down. Siwon let out a soft moan as their groins rubbed together. Hankyung reached his hand down, taking his cock in his hand and massaging it, thumb rubbing against the tip. Siwon closed his eyes, leaning down to capture the man’s lips again; tongues began a gentle battle for dominance.
They broke apart, slightly out of breath. Siwon stared into Hankyung’s eyes, not even needing words to describe his feelings.
He sat up, spitting in his hand and coating his coat with it, regretful that he didn’t have anything better for lube. Hankyung sat up slightly, adjusting himself on the pillows, bringing his legs up as Siwon came closer. He couldn’t help but feel slightly timid, but he knew that he trusted this man. He trusted Siwon with his heart and his body.
Siwon positioned himself at Hankyung’s entrance, looking into his eyes as he slowly began to push in. Hankyung groaned softly, face contorting in pain, yet forcing himself not to break Siwon’s gaze. Siwon leaned down, sorry to cause him pain. Hankyung wrapped his legs around Siwon’s waist, hands at his back, nails digging into Siwon’s skin. He closed his eyes trying to adjust to his size as Siwon laid gentle kisses on his lips.
“Are you okay?” Siwon whispered.
Hankyung nodded, opening his eyes.
“I’m sorry,” Siwon murmured, his hand came up to brush the other man’s hair back out of his eyes.
“I love how much you care,” Hankyung whispered.
Siwon was suddenly taken back to a year ago, in that tiny dark room with a bed, a dresser and not much else. The words exchanged and the tears shed by both men all came rushing back to him. It was there that he realized his feelings for this beautiful Chinese man.
“I love you.”
Hankyung smiled. “I love you, too.” He took a shaky breath. “You can move now. I’m fine.”
Siwon gave a silent thank goodness because the heat surrounding him was almost too much for him to take. He began moving his hips gently; still afraid he would hurt the other man. He kissed Hankyung deeply, moaning into his mouth. Hankyung’s hands went down lower to Siwon’s hips, legs wrapping themselves tighter around Siwon’s torso, bringing him deeper inside of him. It never ceased to amaze him how perfectly their bodies fit together. Never had anyone made him feel as good as Siwon. Never had anyone awakened such passion inside of him.
“Oh fuck I love you,” Hankyung gasped, back arching, feeling as if every muscle in his body was on fire. “Oh god Siwon…”
Siwon was still placing kisses on his lips and face, making his way to his neck, biting down gently right on that most sensitive spot. Hankyung moaned, his fingernails scratching the skin on Siwon’s back. He reached up to the back of Siwon’s neck, pulling him towards him for a kiss. They moaned into each other’s mouths. Hankyung whimpered as he felt his orgasm coming again. He sucked Siwon’s bottom lips into his mouth, biting down as he came. His body tightened around Siwon’s cock, and the younger man came deep inside of him.
Siwon collapsed on top of the other man, face buried in his neck. Still trying to catch his breath, he bit his neck playfully.
Hankyung gently ran his fingers across Siwon’s back, feeling his muscles and the scratches that he had left behind. He closed his eyes in contentment. “That was… definitely a reason to come back,” he murmured.
Siwon lifted his head, meeting his eyes and rolling off the other man, suddenly very serious. He kept an arm protectively wrapped around Hankyung’s waist. “You’re not leaving me again.” Siwon said before laying his head on Hankyung’s chest, tangling their legs together, his way of saying he would not allow Hankyung leave his side again.
The older man smiled. “I’m not going to leave you.”
“I don’t think you understand,” Siwon lifted his head slightly. “Let me clarify for you. You’re not leaving my bed. Ever.”
“I need to leave eventually,” Hankyung laughed at his childishness. “I have to go to SM in a few days, remember?”
“Oh.” Siwon pouted. “Well, in that case, until then, you’re not leaving.” He tightened his grip, if possible. “You’re not going anywhere.” He smiled.
Hankyung leaned up for a gentle kiss. Right as their lips met, the door opened, revealing a very shocked Korean man.
“Ahhhhh!” Kibum screamed, throwing his hand in front of his eyes. “Oh my god, are you kidding me Siwon! This is college, can’t you put a sock on the door, or at least lock it, or something? Gross!” He quickly slammed the door shut, probably never to return to his room again. At least not in the near future.
Siwon turned to Hankyung, smiling slyly. “Well, at least we’re alone again,” his hand came up to run Hankyung’s stomach affectionately.
“I’m too tired to go again.” Hankyung murmured.
“Well, then sleep. But I’m taking you out afterwards.” Siwon reached out to find Hankyung’s hand, placing a kiss on the back of it.
Hankyung peaked open an eye. “Out?”
“Yes, out. To dinner. I’m going to treat you right.”
Hankyung bit his lip, wondering how he managed to find such a loving man. “I’m so lucky I found you.” He murmured. “Or rather, you found me.”
Siwon shook his head. “You’re the best thing that ever happened to me,” he said, repeating Hankyung’s own words from so long ago. “I only ever feel complete around you. And you don’t get to leave this time.”
Hankyung smiled, sincerity and love gleaming in his eyes. “I’m not going anywhere. Not when I have you here.”
THE END
*Hankyung, please don’t leave Super Junior!!!*
Chapter: 10/10
Pairings: Hankyung/Siwon [minor! Kangteuk, Eunmin, Kimin, Kyuwook]
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst, Romance
Words: 3060/28300
Summary: AU whore!universe. Siwon’s friends decide to surprise him by taking him to a strip club, where he ends up falling for a beautiful dancer with sad eyes and a lonely smile.
Author’s Note: Don’t own anything.
Gahhhh! Sorry about the four months no update thing! I was seriously getting my ass kicked by school. College is not treating me well at all.
So who else is freaking out about this Hangeng leaving SM thing? Does this mean Super Junior is breaking up? Seeing as how Kibum has been MIA for over a year, and the whole Kangin thing… what does this mean? It’s pretty upsetting…
Anyway, last chapter. I haven’t written in a long while so sorry if it sucks. I apologize again for keeping you guys waiting! Hope you’ve enjoyed this fanfic! I do plan to write more before I go back to school in a month, so please look forward to it!
This is pretty much pure porn by the way. What did you really expect?
Chapter Ten
Siwon looked out his window, up at the darkening sky. The sun was slowly setting, disappearing over the buildings of Seoul. He sighed, turning away, drumming his fingers restlessly on the windowsill.
He couldn’t help but feel like a dark cloud was constantly hanging over his head. It seemed as if everyday that went by, it got easier and easier to forget what Hankyung looked like. Everyday, his smile would fade just a little bit in Siwon’s memory. His voice, his laughter, the feel of the other man underneath him… it was all slowly slipping away from him. Siwon sighed again and buried his head in his arms. Nearly a year later, and no word from Hankyung. Not that he really expected any.
I suppose this is what being in love feels like…
It kind of sucks.
Siwon looked down at the textbook in his lap. He closed it in frustration, throwing it not so gently onto his desk. Work simply wasn’t going to happen. Not when he couldn’t get that Chinese man out of his head. For the hundredth time he considered dropping everything, hopping on the earliest flight to China, and just roam the country looking for the other man.
But realistically, that would not work.
Siwon laid back on his bed, staring blankly at the ceiling. His bed felt so empty. He closed his eyes, hoping it would make thoughts of the other man go away, but it never did.
No one person should make me feel this way, he rationalized.
Fuck, I never should have let him leave. I’m going to live like a zombie for the rest of my life.
He banged his head back on his pillow, wishing that he had the strength to sit up and do it against a wall. He proceeded to repeat this action several times, trying to convince himself that if he did this enough times it could somehow make memories of the other man leak out his ears.
My life is a fucking mess and it’s entirely my fault, I never should have-
Knock knock.
Siwon sat up, not sure if he had actually heard a knock or if he had shook his head up a little too much.
The person knocked again and Siwon groaned, not wanting to get up.
He dragged himself up and to the door. Opening it with a face that clearly said he did not wish to be disturbed.
His hand dropped from the door knob as he took in who was in front of him.
Hankyung’s shy smile was every bit as beautiful as he remembered.
Siwon’s jaw dropped open. He blinked several times, making sure he was really awake.
“Hey,” Hankyung said softly.
Siwon remained speechless, suddenly wishing that he had showered and fixed his hair and not been in his pajamas to greet the man he loved, whom he hadn’t seen or heard from in a year.
Hankyung smiled at his silence. “You didn’t forget about me, did you?”
Siwon could only shake his head, still blinking his eyes, trying to make sure he hadn’t fallen asleep in his depression and was dreaming. As he waited for reality to slap him in the face and call him a fool, he stumbled backwards to let the other man in.
Hankyung stepped into the small room, closing the door gently behind him. “I was almost afraid you would have moved on by now. It’s… it’s been a long time.” he said softly.
The younger man shook his head again, still speechless. This was too good to be true. Was Hankyung really back?
Hankyung laughed gently, the sound so beautiful to Siwon’s ears. He shifted his feet awkwardly, “Come on, say something. Don’t just stare at me.”
Siwon blinked. “Y-you…” He cleared his throat awkwardly. “Your Korean’s gotten really bad.” He managed to choke out before realizing that that was definitely not what he had wanted his first words to Hankyung be when he returned.
Hankyung’s eyes widened before a smile spread to his face. He laughed embarrassedly, “Yeah, I’ve forgotten a lot of it. I hope you can still understand me. I just-”
“What are you doing back here?” Siwon asked softly. “Are you staying?” He asked quickly, not even trying to hide the hopefulness in his voice.
Hankyung nodded. “I contacted SM, and they want me back. I start training again in a few days at the company and I wanted-”
Siwon cut him off again but leaning forward and pressing his lips gently to the man before him. God, it had been too long… He moaned softly, arms slowly coming forward to wrap around the smaller man’s torso, pressing him against the wall behind him. He needed to feel him, make sure he was real and not a figment of his imagination. A year’s worth of need and want had built up inside of him, and he was feeling as if it was all too much to keep inside. But Hankyung’s fingers were curling around the fabric of Siwon’s cotton shirt, pulling their bodies closer together, and he realized that he didn’t care anymore. All was right again now that this man was back in his life.
A moment later they broke apart. Siwon stared into the other man’s eyes, slightly out of breath, head slightly spinning. He forgot that this man could do that to him. He couldn’t hide the stupid smile that he was sure had taken over his face by now.
“It’s been a while, huh?” Hankyung whispered, lust brewing in his eyes.
Siwon nodded. “Too long… too fucking long.”
“I know,” Hankyung said. “I’m sorry,” he whispered. “Sorry for being away for so long. Sorry for leaving in the first place. But I’m back now,” he gave a small smile. The familiarity of being with Siwon was almost overwhelming. Being away from him for nearly a year really made him realize just how much he cared about the other man. He missed the comfort that came with being in Siwon’s arms.
Siwon bent down slightly, lifting the other man up and catching him slightly by surprise. Hankyung let out a yelp before wrapping his legs around Siwon’s torso. Siwon led them both towards him bed, collapsing onto the soft sheets. Hankyung let out a soft moan, feeling the other man’s growing erection rubbing against his own. Siwon buried his face in Hankyung’s neck, inhaling that scent that was so close to being forgotten. “I missed you so much,” he murmured. “God, I fucking missed you.”
Hankyung ran his fingers through Siwon’s hair. It had gotten longer. “I missed you too.” He gently kissed the younger man’s cheek. His other arm was wrapped around Siwon’s waist. “I never once stopped thinking about you,” he murmured. Siwon turned his head slightly and their lips met again. Hankyung gently caressed Siwon’s face, as if trying to show how precious he was to him. His hands roamed down, feeling that muscular chest that he had missed so much. His eyes met Siwon’s and he rolled his hips upward. They both let out soft moans, so comfortable in each other’s arms again.
“You are so fucking beautiful,” Siwon murmured against him lips. “And you’re wearing too many clothes,” he smirked before sitting up and pulling Hankyung up with him, hands grasping for the bottom of his shirt eager to get it off the other man. He quickly lifted the shirt up, throwing it across the room, not even noting that it landed on Kibum’s bed. Hankyung’s hands found themselves under Siwon’s shirt, trailing upwards, massaging his muscles. He lifted the shirt up, kissing the skin that was slowly revealed to him.
Hankyung was going much to slow for Siwon’s liking. “You tease,” he groaned before pulling his own shirt off and pushing the other man back onto the mattress. “We’ll see how much you like it,” he whispered into his lips.
Siwon kissed his way into the crook of Hankyung’s neck, sucking gently on the sensitive flesh. His fingers were working to undo the other man’s belt buckle. Hankyung tried lifting his hips, but Siwon’s hands were keeping him still. He bit his lip, trying to keep silent. But then his jeans were off and he couldn’t contain his moan as Siwon palmed his erection through his boxers. He moaned louder, feeling his heart beat faster in his chest, no longer caring whether or not people next door could hear them through the thin dorm walls. “Fuck Siwon,” he gasped. “Hurry up, god it’s been too long.”
But Siwon paid him no heed, pulling the other man’s boxers down slowly, inching them down those hips that he had spent so many nights dreaming of. His eyes roamed up and down the naked body before him, drinking up the view of perfect skin and toned muscles. His flesh was no longer marred by bruises and handprints. He was perfect and gorgeous and completely naked for Siwon, and only Siwon. He leaned down, placing a kiss on that sensitive spot right below Hankyung’s breastbone, slowly working his ways down, placing more kisses as he went. His tongue crept out, leaving a cool trail on Hankyung’s hot skin. Siwon heard the other man let out another soft moan. Looking up, he smiled seeing him bite his lip, panting slightly, looking so cute and flustered that Siwon felt a flutter in his heart. And in his pants.
Hankyung lifted his head, almost glaring. “Oh, you bastard,” he whispered.
Siwon couldn’t contain his smile, turning his head to kiss the inside of Hankyung’s thigh, moving inward at a pace even slower if it was possible. Hankyung dropped his head back. He groaned in frustration, legs trying to tighten around Siwon but his strong arms came up to stop him.
“Patience,” Siwon chided him. He leaned down, placing a gentle kiss on the head of Hankyung’s cock.
“Fuck,” Hankyung hissed.
“I don’t remember you having such a dirty mouth,” Siwon teased. He wrapped his hand around Hankyung’s cock, slowly massaging it up and down, then faster, and slower again, almost driving Hankyung insane. He tried to lift his hips up, to make the other man go faster, but Siwon kept him steadily in place.
“Oh, I hate you so much right now,” Hankyung gritted through his teeth, his hand coming up to grip his own hair, chest heaving up and down.
Siwon smiled, reaching out his tongue, running it down the length of his cock and then up again to the tip, wrapping his lips around it and sucking gently. Hankyung’s fingers found their way to Siwon’s hair, burying themselves in the dark locks. He tried to buck his hips again but the other man just gripped him tighter.
Siwon hummed softly, mouth bobbing up and down, tongue swirling around the tip. Hankyung swore he was seeing stars behind his closed eyelids. The other man’s mouth felt so good wrapped around his cock, so hot and wet. He lifted his head to look down at the other man. The sight of Siwon with his lips wrapped around his cock made him moan again and he threw his head back, the sight too much for him to take.
“Fuck, Siwon.” He hissed, feeling his orgasm building up.
Siwon swirled his tongue again before letting Hankyung’s cock hit the back of his throat. His hands were massaging Hankyung’s thighs and he brought a hand up to gently cup his balls. He felt Hankyung’s legs tense, the hand grasping his hair tighten. The Chinese man let out another moan before coming in his mouth, hot liquid hitting the back of his throat.
Siwon swallowed all of it, giving his length another lick before letting him fall from his mouth. He made his way up to the man underneath him, who had seemingly been reduced to jelly. Hankyung’s eyes were closed, chest still panting, covered in a thin gleam of sweat. Siwon kissed him gently on the lips, and again when he got no response. Hankyung slowly opened his eyes, brown orbs still filled with a haze. He gave a small smile, still panting slightly. “Why are your pants still on?” He murmured.
Siwon smiled, sitting up, hands going towards his own belt buckle.
Hankyung closed his eyes, hand reaching up to brush his hair out of his eyes. He opened them to stare appreciatively at the man before him. He raised his eyebrows. “God, I forgot how hot you are.”
Siwon smirked, coming forward to catch the other man’s lips. Hankyung’s hands came around to Siwon’s back, then going lower to push the man’s hips down. Siwon let out a soft moan as their groins rubbed together. Hankyung reached his hand down, taking his cock in his hand and massaging it, thumb rubbing against the tip. Siwon closed his eyes, leaning down to capture the man’s lips again; tongues began a gentle battle for dominance.
They broke apart, slightly out of breath. Siwon stared into Hankyung’s eyes, not even needing words to describe his feelings.
He sat up, spitting in his hand and coating his coat with it, regretful that he didn’t have anything better for lube. Hankyung sat up slightly, adjusting himself on the pillows, bringing his legs up as Siwon came closer. He couldn’t help but feel slightly timid, but he knew that he trusted this man. He trusted Siwon with his heart and his body.
Siwon positioned himself at Hankyung’s entrance, looking into his eyes as he slowly began to push in. Hankyung groaned softly, face contorting in pain, yet forcing himself not to break Siwon’s gaze. Siwon leaned down, sorry to cause him pain. Hankyung wrapped his legs around Siwon’s waist, hands at his back, nails digging into Siwon’s skin. He closed his eyes trying to adjust to his size as Siwon laid gentle kisses on his lips.
“Are you okay?” Siwon whispered.
Hankyung nodded, opening his eyes.
“I’m sorry,” Siwon murmured, his hand came up to brush the other man’s hair back out of his eyes.
“I love how much you care,” Hankyung whispered.
Siwon was suddenly taken back to a year ago, in that tiny dark room with a bed, a dresser and not much else. The words exchanged and the tears shed by both men all came rushing back to him. It was there that he realized his feelings for this beautiful Chinese man.
“I love you.”
Hankyung smiled. “I love you, too.” He took a shaky breath. “You can move now. I’m fine.”
Siwon gave a silent thank goodness because the heat surrounding him was almost too much for him to take. He began moving his hips gently; still afraid he would hurt the other man. He kissed Hankyung deeply, moaning into his mouth. Hankyung’s hands went down lower to Siwon’s hips, legs wrapping themselves tighter around Siwon’s torso, bringing him deeper inside of him. It never ceased to amaze him how perfectly their bodies fit together. Never had anyone made him feel as good as Siwon. Never had anyone awakened such passion inside of him.
“Oh fuck I love you,” Hankyung gasped, back arching, feeling as if every muscle in his body was on fire. “Oh god Siwon…”
Siwon was still placing kisses on his lips and face, making his way to his neck, biting down gently right on that most sensitive spot. Hankyung moaned, his fingernails scratching the skin on Siwon’s back. He reached up to the back of Siwon’s neck, pulling him towards him for a kiss. They moaned into each other’s mouths. Hankyung whimpered as he felt his orgasm coming again. He sucked Siwon’s bottom lips into his mouth, biting down as he came. His body tightened around Siwon’s cock, and the younger man came deep inside of him.
Siwon collapsed on top of the other man, face buried in his neck. Still trying to catch his breath, he bit his neck playfully.
Hankyung gently ran his fingers across Siwon’s back, feeling his muscles and the scratches that he had left behind. He closed his eyes in contentment. “That was… definitely a reason to come back,” he murmured.
Siwon lifted his head, meeting his eyes and rolling off the other man, suddenly very serious. He kept an arm protectively wrapped around Hankyung’s waist. “You’re not leaving me again.” Siwon said before laying his head on Hankyung’s chest, tangling their legs together, his way of saying he would not allow Hankyung leave his side again.
The older man smiled. “I’m not going to leave you.”
“I don’t think you understand,” Siwon lifted his head slightly. “Let me clarify for you. You’re not leaving my bed. Ever.”
“I need to leave eventually,” Hankyung laughed at his childishness. “I have to go to SM in a few days, remember?”
“Oh.” Siwon pouted. “Well, in that case, until then, you’re not leaving.” He tightened his grip, if possible. “You’re not going anywhere.” He smiled.
Hankyung leaned up for a gentle kiss. Right as their lips met, the door opened, revealing a very shocked Korean man.
“Ahhhhh!” Kibum screamed, throwing his hand in front of his eyes. “Oh my god, are you kidding me Siwon! This is college, can’t you put a sock on the door, or at least lock it, or something? Gross!” He quickly slammed the door shut, probably never to return to his room again. At least not in the near future.
Siwon turned to Hankyung, smiling slyly. “Well, at least we’re alone again,” his hand came up to run Hankyung’s stomach affectionately.
“I’m too tired to go again.” Hankyung murmured.
“Well, then sleep. But I’m taking you out afterwards.” Siwon reached out to find Hankyung’s hand, placing a kiss on the back of it.
Hankyung peaked open an eye. “Out?”
“Yes, out. To dinner. I’m going to treat you right.”
Hankyung bit his lip, wondering how he managed to find such a loving man. “I’m so lucky I found you.” He murmured. “Or rather, you found me.”
Siwon shook his head. “You’re the best thing that ever happened to me,” he said, repeating Hankyung’s own words from so long ago. “I only ever feel complete around you. And you don’t get to leave this time.”
Hankyung smiled, sincerity and love gleaming in his eyes. “I’m not going anywhere. Not when I have you here.”
THE END
*Hankyung, please don’t leave Super Junior!!!*