My Pillow Cat

[lavendertook]

It's almost 3 weeks since I lost my beautiful girl. The first 2 weeks were definitely the worst with all the second guessing and self berating and pity of her passing--this week has been up and down but a little higher up the spiral of being able to accept her passing and just grieving and missing her. I had the pleasure of phone conversations

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[addie71]

*hugs hugs hugs*

[lavendertook]

*hugs back*

[gale_storm]

*hugHUGEhug*

[lavendertook]

*hugs back*

[shirebound]

Hugs and love can't fill the Saki-shaped empty spaces, but we love you, and Tuxie and Moo are there for you.

*snuggles*

[lavendertook]

*nestles*

Your love means so much--I couldn't get through this without that.

Poor Mooshka runs away when I start crying. Tuxie and I are giving each other comfort.

[claudia603]

**hugs** I feel that empty space where Saki was, too. There is something very special about a sweet meezer, there really is. She was one of those cats that will live forever in the hearts of all who have met her (and even those who never got to meet her in person).

[lavendertook]

I was still mourning the loss of my first own sweet meezer 4 years earlier when I brought home Saki to accompany my beautiful calitabby Milli. We really grew into each other and she saved the sweetest for the last years. I had a scary dream with her last night, though, that's telling me I need to start letting go. *hugs*

[lavendertook]

I wouldn't trade those 16 years I got with her for anything. She was my heart-child like your Mews. It's just going to take time to stop hurting at missing her so much. *hugs*