I couldn't call you back. My phone kept dying, and I wasn't by myself... which is why we couldn't talk in the first place... I was with my friend all day... it was her birthday.. I don't have a car for 2 days, and I am going through my own shit. My grandmother probably has cancer or luekemia... I found out 2 days ago... I've had one of the worst months in my life... and I can barely be here for myself. I need to focus on myself now... If that's selfish then fine then. I'm not trying to be. I care... but I can only do so much. I've tried helping you.... almost called your mom... you do way to many drugs, way to active in your disorder... I try to help....... but I know there's only so much I can do. I love you, and always have. I just have to be here for me right now.... may be a week from now I can handle things better. But, I do put myself first. If that's a sin then so be it. I love you, and care about you.... and you know that. It just pisses me off to see you the way you have been lately, when I know you have so much potential,
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thanks for calling me back.
it felt great knowing you don't give a fuck that my grandmother died yesterday,
I was there for you when that happened.
But as I see it now, you've lost any friendship that we had.
Fuck you. Don't call me. Don't email me. Don't text me. You're a selfish fucking bitch.
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